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"Dearest, I feel certain
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"that I am going mad again.
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"I feel we can't go
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"through another
of these terrible times,
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"and I... shan't
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"recover this time.
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"I begin to hear voices,
and can't concentrate.
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"So, I am doing
what seems to be
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"the best thing to do.
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"You have given me
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"the greatest possible
happiness.
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"You have been in every way
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"all that anyone could be.
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"I know
that I am spoiling your life,
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"and without me,
you could work.
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"And you will,
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"I know.
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"You see, I can't
even write this properly.
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"What I want to say
is that I owe
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"all the happiness
of my life to you.
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"You have been entirely patient
with me...
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"and
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"incredibly good.
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"Everything's gone
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"from me but the certainty
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"of your goodness.
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"I can't go on
spoiling your life any longer.
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"I don't think two people
could have been happier
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"than we have been.
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Virginia."
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Good morning,
Doctor.
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Mr. Woolf.
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No worse, I think.
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I see.
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The main thing is to keep her
where she is, and calm.
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Friday, then.
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Good morning, Leonard.
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Good morning,
Virginia.
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How was your sleep?
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Uneventful.
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The headaches?
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No. No headaches.
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Doctor seemed pleased.
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That's all
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from
this morning?
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Yes. This young man
has submitted his manuscript.
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I've found three errors of fact
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and two spelling
mistakes,
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and I'm not yet on page four.
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Have you had breakfast?
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Yes.
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Liar.
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Virginia, it's not
my insistence.
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It's your
own doctor's.
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I'm going
to send
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Nelly up with some fruit
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and a bun.
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Right. Lunch, then.
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Proper lunch,
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husband and wife
sitting down together...
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soup, pudding
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and all.
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By force if necessary.
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Leonard, I believe
I may have a first sentence.
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Work, then.
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Then you must eat.
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Mrs. Dalloway said...
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she would buy the flowers...
herself.
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"Mrs. Dalloway said
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she would buy the flowers
herself."
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Sally, I think I'll buy
the flowers myself.
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What?
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What flowers?
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Oh, shit. I forgot.
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You're never going
to be a big boy
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if you don't eat
your breakfast.
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You're going to be
the big brother.
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It's a very
important job.
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Happy birthday.
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Morning, honey.
Oh, Dan.
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Roses on your own birthday.
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You're too much.
Really.
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He'll eat it
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now that
you're here.
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It's your birthday.
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You shouldn't be out
buying me flowers.
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Well, you were still sleeping.
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So?
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Well, we decided
it would be better
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if we let you sleep in
a little, didn't we?
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Morning, bug.
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You need to rest, Laura.
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You're only four months away.
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Dan, don't.
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I'm fine.
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I'm just tired.
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I've been telling him
he's got to eat his breakfast.
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That's true.
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So, it's
a beautiful day.
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What are you two going
to be doing with it?
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We've got our plans,
don't we?
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What plans?
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Hmm...
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Well, it wouldn't
be much of a party,
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would it,
if I told you
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every detail
in advance?
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Well, I better just stop
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asking questions
then, huh?
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That the time?
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I better get going.
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Have a good day.
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You, too.
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Dan, happy birthday.
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Oh, thank you.
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You need to finish
your breakfast.
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Oh, I'm going to make a cake.
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That's what I'm going to do.
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I'm going to make the cake
for Daddy's birthday.
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Mommy, can I help?
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Can I help make the cake?
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Of course you can, sweet pea.
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I'm not going to do
anything without you.
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No, of course.
You have to come.
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Of course.
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Well, I always wanted you
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and everybody involved
in the actual ceremony.
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I don't know.
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Around 60.
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Well, it will.
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It'll mean so much.
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The whole occasion.
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It's the least
I can do
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to have a nice dinner
and say thank you
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to everybody.
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You've done
so much for him.
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Oh, I take that
as a yes.
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He'll be thrilled.
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Oh, my God.
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I'm thrilled.
Oh, good.
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What if nobody comes?
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This is Clarissa Vaughan.
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Yes, I am just confirming
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that you're sending a car
to pick me up first.
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Yeah.
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Hi, Clarissa.
Hi, can't talk.
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And then we're
going over to 679 Hudson,
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which is at 9th and 14th.
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Then you will take me uptown
and you will wait for us.
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And it'll be over at seven.
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Flowers!
What a beautiful morning.
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Hi, Clarissa.
How are you?
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I'm having a party.
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My friend Richard's won
the Carruthers.
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Well, that's just terrific...
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if I knew what it was.
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It's a poetry prize
for a life's work.
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It's the most prestigious.
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For a poet,
it's the best you can do.
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Oh, very good.
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So, what would you like?
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The lilies are perfect.
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No. Too morbid.
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Hydrangeas, I think.
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And, um...
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Oh, oh, let's just have
buckets of roses.
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And... I think I'm going
to take these with me.
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Rodney?
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Okay.
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Thank you.
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I actually tried
to read Richard's novel.
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You did?
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Oh, I know. It's not easy.
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I know.
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It did take him
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ten years to write.
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Maybe it just takes
another ten to read.
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It's you, isn't it?
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What is?
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In the novel,
isn't it meant to be you?
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Oh, I see.
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Yeah.
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Sort of.
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I mean, in a way.
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You know, Richard's a writer.
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That's what he is.
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He uses things
which actually happen.
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Yeah.
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And years ago,
he and I were students.
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That's true.
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But, you know,
then he changes things.
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Oh, sure.
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I don't mean in a bad way.
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It's more like...
he makes them his own.
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A woman's whole life...
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in a single day,
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just one day...
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and in that day,
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her whole life.
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This is what we need.
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Shortening...
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Mrs. Dalloway,
it's you.
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Yes, it's me!
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Oh... It's me.
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Come in.
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Richard,
it's a beautiful morning.
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How about we let in
a little more light?
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Is it still morning?
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Yes, it is.
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Have I died?
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Good morning,
my dear.
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Any visitors?
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Yes.
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Are they still here?
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No. They've gone.
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Mm. How'd they look?
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Today?
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Sort of like black fire.
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I mean, sort of light
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and dark at the same time.
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There was one a bit
like an electrified jellyfish.
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They were singing.
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May have been Greek.
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So the ceremony is at 5:00.
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Do you remember?
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And then...
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the party is right after.
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They did bring you breakfast,
didn't they?
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What a question. Of course.
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Richard, you did eat it?
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Well, can you see it?
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Is it here?
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Any breakfast lying around?
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No, I don't see it.
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Well, then I must have
eaten it, mustn't I?
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I suppose.
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Does it matter?
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Of course,
it matters.
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You know what the doctors say.
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Have you been
skipping pills?
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Clarissa,
I can't take this.
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Take what?
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Having to be proud and brave
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in front of everybody.
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Oh. Honey, it's not
a performance.
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Of course it is.
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I got the prize
for my performance.
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Well, that is
nonsense.
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I got the prize for having AIDS
and going nuts
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and being brave about it.
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I actually got the prize
for having come through.
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It's not true.
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For surviving,
that's what I got...
It's not true.
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the prize for.
Oh, you think they
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would have given it to me
if I were healthy?
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Yes, as a matter of fact, I do.
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Is it here somewhere?
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What?
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The prize.
I'd like to look at it.
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No, you haven't
gotten it yet.
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It's tonight.
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Are you sure?
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Um...
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I remember
the ceremony perfectly.
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I seem to have
fallen out of time.
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Richard.
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Richard...
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it's a party,
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and it's
only a party.
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Hmm?
Populated entirely
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by people who respect
and admire you.
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A small party, is it?
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A select party, is it?
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Your friends.
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I thought I lost
all my friends.
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I thought I drove
my friends crazy.
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Jesus.
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Oh, Mrs. Dalloway,
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always giving parties
to cover the silence.
280
00:22:13,970 --> 00:22:14,980
Richard...
281
00:22:18,690 --> 00:22:20,690
You won't need to do anything.
282
00:22:20,690 --> 00:22:22,690
All you have to do is appear,
283
00:22:22,690 --> 00:22:26,190
sit on the sofa.
284
00:22:27,700 --> 00:22:29,710
And I will be there.
285
00:22:31,700 --> 00:22:33,200
This is a group
of people
286
00:22:33,200 --> 00:22:37,200
who want to tell you
your work is going to live.
287
00:22:37,210 --> 00:22:38,220
Oh, is it?
288
00:22:38,210 --> 00:22:41,210
Is my work
going to live?
289
00:22:41,710 --> 00:22:43,710
I can't go through with it,
Clarissa.
290
00:22:43,710 --> 00:22:46,630
Oh... Why do
you say that?
291
00:22:47,130 --> 00:22:48,630
I can't.
Why?
292
00:22:48,630 --> 00:22:50,130
Because I wanted
to be a writer, that's all.
293
00:22:50,140 --> 00:22:51,140
So?
294
00:22:51,140 --> 00:22:54,100
I wanted to write about it all.
295
00:22:54,090 --> 00:22:56,390
Everything that happens
in a moment.
296
00:22:56,390 --> 00:22:58,510
The way the flowers looked
297
00:22:58,510 --> 00:23:00,340
when you carried them
in your arms.
298
00:23:00,350 --> 00:23:02,860
This towel, how it... smells,
how it feels.
299
00:23:02,850 --> 00:23:03,730
This thread.
300
00:23:03,730 --> 00:23:06,480
All our feelings,
301
00:23:06,480 --> 00:23:08,350
yours and mine.
302
00:23:08,350 --> 00:23:09,240
The history of it,
303
00:23:09,240 --> 00:23:12,070
who we once were.
304
00:23:12,070 --> 00:23:13,990
Everything in the world.
305
00:23:15,490 --> 00:23:18,500
Everything all mixed up...
306
00:23:18,500 --> 00:23:21,500
like it's all mixed up now.
307
00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:27,000
And I failed.
308
00:23:33,300 --> 00:23:36,310
I failed.
309
00:23:36,300 --> 00:23:40,300
No matter what you start with,
it ends up being so much less.
310
00:23:44,810 --> 00:23:46,770
Sheer fucking pride...
311
00:23:46,780 --> 00:23:48,620
and stupidity.
312
00:23:56,570 --> 00:23:59,570
We want everything, don't we?
313
00:24:03,540 --> 00:24:04,290
I suppose we do.
314
00:24:04,290 --> 00:24:07,460
You kissed me on a beach.
315
00:24:12,420 --> 00:24:13,420
Yeah.
316
00:24:13,420 --> 00:24:15,250
Do you remember...
317
00:24:17,640 --> 00:24:19,970
how many years ago?
318
00:24:19,980 --> 00:24:21,230
Of course.
319
00:24:21,230 --> 00:24:24,650
What did you want then?
320
00:24:30,020 --> 00:24:31,900
Come closer.
321
00:24:33,910 --> 00:24:35,700
I'm right here.
322
00:24:35,690 --> 00:24:38,070
Come closer, would you, please?
323
00:24:43,620 --> 00:24:45,590
Take my hand.
324
00:24:50,710 --> 00:24:52,220
Would you be angry?
325
00:24:54,790 --> 00:24:56,680
Would I be angry
if you didn't show up
326
00:24:56,680 --> 00:24:58,130
at the party?
327
00:24:58,130 --> 00:25:01,680
Would you be angry
if I died?
328
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:02,680
If you died?
329
00:25:02,680 --> 00:25:05,020
Who is this party for?
330
00:25:06,020 --> 00:25:07,520
What do you mean,
who's it for?
331
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:09,360
What are you asking?
What are you trying to say?
332
00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:11,020
I'm not trying
to say anything.
333
00:25:11,030 --> 00:25:12,290
Mm.
334
00:25:12,280 --> 00:25:13,640
I'm saying...
335
00:25:13,650 --> 00:25:18,660
I think I'm only staying alive
to satisfy you.
336
00:25:27,240 --> 00:25:29,240
Well...
337
00:25:29,240 --> 00:25:32,050
so that is what we do.
338
00:25:32,050 --> 00:25:33,710
That is what people do.
339
00:25:33,720 --> 00:25:37,680
They stay alive
for each other.
340
00:25:37,670 --> 00:25:38,670
And the doctors told you,
341
00:25:38,670 --> 00:25:40,050
you-you don't need to die.
342
00:25:40,060 --> 00:25:41,010
They told you that.
343
00:25:42,510 --> 00:25:45,010
You can... live
like this for years.
344
00:25:45,010 --> 00:25:46,510
Well, exactly.
345
00:25:49,510 --> 00:25:50,730
I don't accept this.
346
00:25:51,850 --> 00:25:52,650
I don't accept
347
00:25:52,650 --> 00:25:53,480
what you say.
348
00:25:53,990 --> 00:25:54,490
Oh.
349
00:25:54,990 --> 00:25:56,990
And it's for you
to decide, is it?
350
00:25:58,190 --> 00:25:59,520
How long have you been
doing that?
351
00:26:00,740 --> 00:26:01,910
How many years?
352
00:26:01,910 --> 00:26:03,080
Coming to the apartment.
353
00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:04,910
What about
354
00:26:04,910 --> 00:26:06,200
your own life?
355
00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:07,910
What about
356
00:26:07,920 --> 00:26:08,840
Sally?
357
00:26:10,170 --> 00:26:12,590
Just wait till I die.
358
00:26:12,590 --> 00:26:13,870
Then you'll have to think
of yourself.
359
00:26:15,170 --> 00:26:17,010
How are you going to like that?
360
00:26:25,270 --> 00:26:27,270
Richard...
361
00:26:29,770 --> 00:26:32,270
it would be great
if you did come to the party,
362
00:26:32,770 --> 00:26:33,770
if you felt
363
00:26:33,780 --> 00:26:35,290
well enough to come.
364
00:26:35,280 --> 00:26:36,140
Just to let you know,
365
00:26:36,140 --> 00:26:39,650
I am making the crab thing.
366
00:26:39,650 --> 00:26:42,450
Not that I imagine
it makes any difference to you.
367
00:26:42,450 --> 00:26:44,370
Of course,
it makes a difference.
368
00:26:44,370 --> 00:26:45,370
I love the crab thing.
369
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:49,470
Clarissa?
370
00:26:50,460 --> 00:26:51,790
Yes?
371
00:27:06,390 --> 00:27:08,390
I'll be back at 3:30,
372
00:27:08,390 --> 00:27:09,890
and I'll help you
get dressed.
373
00:27:10,400 --> 00:27:12,410
Wonderful.
374
00:27:12,400 --> 00:27:14,400
3:30.
375
00:27:25,910 --> 00:27:27,910
Wonderful.
376
00:27:52,520 --> 00:27:56,020
"It's on this day,
377
00:27:56,020 --> 00:27:58,530
"this day of all days...
378
00:28:07,790 --> 00:28:09,800
her fate becomes clear
to her."
379
00:28:16,210 --> 00:28:17,710
Excuse me,
Mrs. Woolf.
380
00:28:17,710 --> 00:28:20,160
Mr. Woolf said I was to come
and speak with you.
381
00:28:22,130 --> 00:28:23,630
I've nearly finished, Nelly.
382
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:25,650
You can tell me in the kitchen.
383
00:28:25,640 --> 00:28:27,390
I'll be down very soon.
384
00:28:31,980 --> 00:28:34,390
Hmm.
385
00:28:35,400 --> 00:28:36,400
What happens is,
386
00:28:36,400 --> 00:28:37,900
she says she wants something,
387
00:28:37,900 --> 00:28:39,400
and then it turns out
she doesn't.
388
00:28:39,400 --> 00:28:41,150
Well, she never does,
does she?
389
00:28:41,150 --> 00:28:42,070
She never wants
anything.
390
00:28:42,570 --> 00:28:43,570
Mm-hmm.
391
00:28:43,570 --> 00:28:45,570
Especially when she's
particularly after it.
392
00:28:45,570 --> 00:28:46,570
That's a sure sign.
393
00:28:46,570 --> 00:28:48,070
I wish I'd been there.
394
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:49,370
I wish you had, too.
395
00:28:49,360 --> 00:28:51,490
Did you give
her that look?
396
00:28:51,500 --> 00:28:52,760
That sort
of look you do?
397
00:28:55,030 --> 00:28:57,030
I said, "Madam..."
398
00:29:03,340 --> 00:29:05,680
Yes, Nelly,
tell me.
399
00:29:05,680 --> 00:29:07,130
How can I help?
400
00:29:07,130 --> 00:29:08,430
It's about lunch.
401
00:29:08,430 --> 00:29:10,100
I just had
402
00:29:10,100 --> 00:29:11,800
to go ahead on my own.
403
00:29:11,800 --> 00:29:13,520
I understand.
404
00:29:16,440 --> 00:29:18,470
You chose a pie?
405
00:29:18,470 --> 00:29:20,140
I chose a lamb pie.
406
00:29:20,140 --> 00:29:22,440
That seems suitable.
407
00:29:22,440 --> 00:29:26,110
You being so busy
with your writing...
408
00:29:26,110 --> 00:29:27,280
I had no
409
00:29:27,280 --> 00:29:30,480
instructions.
410
00:29:31,950 --> 00:29:34,450
You do remember
that my sister is coming
411
00:29:34,460 --> 00:29:35,830
at 4:00 with the children?
412
00:29:35,820 --> 00:29:37,290
Yes, ma'am.
413
00:29:37,290 --> 00:29:39,130
I hadn't
forgotten.
414
00:29:41,550 --> 00:29:42,840
China tea, I think.
415
00:29:45,580 --> 00:29:47,800
And ginger.
416
00:29:50,670 --> 00:29:51,970
Ginger, Madam?
417
00:29:54,390 --> 00:29:57,760
I'd like
to give the children a treat.
418
00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:02,100
We'd have
to go to London
419
00:30:02,100 --> 00:30:03,100
for ginger, Madam.
420
00:30:03,600 --> 00:30:04,850
I haven't finished this,
421
00:30:04,850 --> 00:30:06,520
and there's the rest
of lunch
422
00:30:06,520 --> 00:30:08,020
to get ready.
423
00:30:09,490 --> 00:30:10,990
The 12:30 train, Nelly,
will get you
424
00:30:10,990 --> 00:30:12,690
into London
just after 1:00.
425
00:30:12,690 --> 00:30:14,080
If you return on the 2:30,
426
00:30:14,580 --> 00:30:16,910
you should be back in Richmond
soon after 3:00.
427
00:30:18,620 --> 00:30:19,780
Do I miscalculate?
428
00:30:21,290 --> 00:30:22,100
No.
429
00:30:22,500 --> 00:30:24,750
Well, then, is something
detaining you, Nelly?
430
00:30:33,550 --> 00:30:36,050
I can't think of anything
more exhilarating
431
00:30:36,050 --> 00:30:37,050
than a trip to London.
432
00:30:44,230 --> 00:30:46,040
Good morning,
Mrs. Woolf.
Good morning.
433
00:30:46,030 --> 00:30:49,200
We shall publish
no more new authors.
434
00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:50,700
I have to tell you,
435
00:30:50,700 --> 00:30:52,120
I've discovered ten errors
in the first proof.
436
00:30:52,120 --> 00:30:53,780
Lucky to have found them then.
437
00:30:53,790 --> 00:30:56,550
"Passiondale was a...
438
00:30:56,540 --> 00:30:57,700
"charnel house
439
00:30:57,710 --> 00:31:00,630
from which no min returned."
440
00:31:02,130 --> 00:31:03,960
Do you think it's possible that
441
00:31:03,960 --> 00:31:05,750
bad writing actually
attracts a higher
442
00:31:05,750 --> 00:31:06,660
incidence of error?
443
00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:11,550
If it's all right, I thought
I might take a short walk.
444
00:31:13,220 --> 00:31:14,550
Not far?
445
00:31:14,560 --> 00:31:16,230
No. Just for air.
446
00:31:19,010 --> 00:31:20,010
Go then.
447
00:31:21,230 --> 00:31:23,400
If I could walk
midmorning,
448
00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:24,730
I'd be a happy man.
449
00:31:35,190 --> 00:31:37,160
She'll die.
450
00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:40,660
She's going to die.
451
00:31:43,170 --> 00:31:45,670
That's what's going to happen.
452
00:31:45,670 --> 00:31:47,170
Huh.
453
00:31:47,170 --> 00:31:49,120
That's it.
454
00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:56,930
She'll kill herself.
455
00:31:59,930 --> 00:32:02,270
She'll kill herself
over something
456
00:32:02,270 --> 00:32:04,020
which doesn't seem to matter.
457
00:32:04,810 --> 00:32:06,620
Let's think.
458
00:32:06,610 --> 00:32:08,310
You grease the pan, Mommy.
459
00:32:08,310 --> 00:32:10,610
I know you grease the pan,
sweet one.
460
00:32:10,610 --> 00:32:11,810
Even Mommy
knows that.
461
00:32:14,320 --> 00:32:16,660
This is what we're going to do.
462
00:32:17,620 --> 00:32:19,120
Flour...
463
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:21,400
bowl...
464
00:32:21,410 --> 00:32:22,630
sifter.
465
00:32:22,620 --> 00:32:23,790
Can I do it, Mommy?
466
00:32:24,660 --> 00:32:26,460
Can you sift the flour?
467
00:32:27,830 --> 00:32:29,800
Yes, you can sift the flour,
baby,
468
00:32:29,800 --> 00:32:31,550
if that's what makes you happy.
469
00:32:37,260 --> 00:32:38,770
Yeah.
470
00:32:42,340 --> 00:32:44,730
Isn't it beautiful?
471
00:32:44,730 --> 00:32:46,060
Don't you think
472
00:32:46,060 --> 00:32:48,150
it looks like snow?
473
00:32:48,150 --> 00:32:49,020
Hmm?
474
00:32:49,020 --> 00:32:50,020
Okay.
475
00:32:50,020 --> 00:32:52,400
Now, the next thing...
476
00:32:52,400 --> 00:32:54,240
The next thing
I'm going
477
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:57,660
to show you... uh, is...
478
00:32:57,660 --> 00:32:58,660
we measure out the cups.
479
00:32:58,660 --> 00:33:01,160
Mommy, it isn't
that difficult.
480
00:33:01,160 --> 00:33:03,080
Now, I know.
I know it isn't difficult.
481
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:04,080
It's just that I...
482
00:33:04,080 --> 00:33:06,500
I just want to
do this for Daddy.
483
00:33:06,500 --> 00:33:08,500
Because it's his birthday?
484
00:33:08,500 --> 00:33:09,500
That's right.
485
00:33:09,500 --> 00:33:10,920
We're baking the cake
486
00:33:11,420 --> 00:33:12,920
to show him
that we love him.
487
00:33:13,420 --> 00:33:15,710
Otherwise he won't know
we love him?
488
00:33:18,630 --> 00:33:21,130
That's right.
489
00:33:30,190 --> 00:33:32,060
I got all the stuff.
490
00:33:32,060 --> 00:33:34,560
I'm going right out again.
491
00:33:34,560 --> 00:33:36,060
My God, what a zoo!
492
00:33:36,060 --> 00:33:39,070
Why do people have to talk
about dry cleaning?
493
00:33:39,070 --> 00:33:41,070
I mean, what is there
to talk about?
494
00:33:41,070 --> 00:33:42,570
I bought you some flowers.
495
00:33:45,070 --> 00:33:46,370
Where are you?
496
00:33:46,370 --> 00:33:48,040
In here.
497
00:33:48,040 --> 00:33:50,460
I got someone at work
to cover me.
498
00:33:50,460 --> 00:33:51,740
I'll be with you
499
00:33:51,750 --> 00:33:53,890
all night.
500
00:34:00,220 --> 00:34:01,550
Are you all right?
501
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:03,400
Sure.
502
00:34:06,840 --> 00:34:09,350
I guess you saw Richard.
503
00:34:09,350 --> 00:34:10,850
That's right.
504
00:34:13,350 --> 00:34:15,350
Well, of course.
505
00:34:16,350 --> 00:34:17,350
I bet he said,
506
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:18,870
"Oh, by the way,
honey, do you mind?
507
00:34:18,860 --> 00:34:19,860
Can I skip the party?"
508
00:34:22,330 --> 00:34:23,330
Don't worry.
509
00:34:23,330 --> 00:34:24,830
He always
shows up.
510
00:34:25,330 --> 00:34:26,110
Oh, sure.
511
00:34:26,110 --> 00:34:27,500
In the end.
512
00:34:27,500 --> 00:34:29,000
What, Richard miss an award?
513
00:34:29,500 --> 00:34:31,280
A chance to talk about his work.
514
00:34:31,290 --> 00:34:32,710
I don't think so.
515
00:34:32,700 --> 00:34:34,200
He'll show up.
516
00:34:34,210 --> 00:34:35,720
You did the seating.
517
00:34:37,630 --> 00:34:38,630
I did.
518
00:34:41,050 --> 00:34:42,560
I don't believe it...
Louis Waters.
519
00:34:43,050 --> 00:34:43,880
Is Louis
520
00:34:43,880 --> 00:34:44,850
coming?
521
00:34:45,350 --> 00:34:46,350
Richard's Louis?
522
00:34:46,350 --> 00:34:47,600
He is.
523
00:34:47,600 --> 00:34:49,940
You put him next to me.
524
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:54,440
Why do I always have
to sit next to the exes?
525
00:34:54,440 --> 00:34:56,230
Is this some kind of a hint,
sweetheart?
526
00:34:56,230 --> 00:34:58,780
And, anyway, shouldn't
the exes have a table
527
00:34:58,780 --> 00:35:02,060
of their own,
where they can all ex together
528
00:35:02,070 --> 00:35:03,580
in ex-quisite agony?
529
00:35:06,320 --> 00:35:07,650
I'm off.
530
00:35:09,460 --> 00:35:11,870
Try not to pass out
from excitement.
531
00:35:16,880 --> 00:35:17,880
Clarissa...
532
00:35:17,880 --> 00:35:19,170
it's going to be beautiful.
533
00:35:25,720 --> 00:35:27,670
Thank you.
534
00:35:27,680 --> 00:35:30,520
You're welcome.
535
00:35:37,690 --> 00:35:40,530
Why is everything wrong?
536
00:35:44,990 --> 00:35:46,330
It didn't work.
537
00:35:46,330 --> 00:35:47,160
Damn it!
538
00:35:47,660 --> 00:35:49,450
It didn't work.
539
00:35:52,780 --> 00:35:54,280
Hey, Scott.
540
00:35:54,290 --> 00:35:56,300
Hi, Mrs. Barlowe.
541
00:36:09,270 --> 00:36:11,020
Mommy, Mommy, there's
someone at the door!
542
00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:20,940
Hello?
543
00:36:22,450 --> 00:36:24,860
Hello? Laura?
544
00:36:24,870 --> 00:36:25,880
Hi, Kitty.
545
00:36:26,370 --> 00:36:27,370
Hi. Am I interrupting?
546
00:36:27,370 --> 00:36:28,870
Oh, of course
not. Come in.
547
00:36:28,870 --> 00:36:30,150
Are you all right?
548
00:36:30,150 --> 00:36:31,790
Why, sure.
549
00:36:32,660 --> 00:36:34,120
Hi, Richie.
550
00:36:34,130 --> 00:36:35,000
Sit down.
551
00:36:34,990 --> 00:36:36,460
I've got coffee on.
552
00:36:36,460 --> 00:36:38,380
Um, would you
like some?
553
00:36:38,380 --> 00:36:39,880
Please.
554
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:40,880
Oh, look.
555
00:36:40,880 --> 00:36:43,330
You made a cake.
556
00:36:43,330 --> 00:36:44,580
I know.
557
00:36:44,590 --> 00:36:45,980
Didn't work.
558
00:36:45,970 --> 00:36:48,340
I thought it
was going to work.
559
00:36:48,340 --> 00:36:51,090
I thought
it would work better than that.
560
00:36:51,930 --> 00:36:53,440
Oh, Laura, I
don't understand
561
00:36:53,430 --> 00:36:54,430
why you find it
so difficult.
562
00:36:54,430 --> 00:36:55,430
I don't know either.
563
00:36:55,430 --> 00:36:56,430
Anyone can make a cake.
564
00:36:56,930 --> 00:36:57,430
I know.
565
00:36:57,930 --> 00:36:58,730
Everyone can.
566
00:36:58,730 --> 00:37:00,480
It's ridiculously easy.
567
00:37:02,020 --> 00:37:03,520
Like, I bet you didn't
even grease the pan.
568
00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:05,320
I greased the pan.
569
00:37:05,320 --> 00:37:06,190
All right.
570
00:37:06,690 --> 00:37:07,520
You know,
you have
571
00:37:07,940 --> 00:37:09,940
other virtues-- and
Dan loves you so much,
572
00:37:09,940 --> 00:37:11,440
he won't even notice.
573
00:37:11,450 --> 00:37:12,340
Whatever you do,
574
00:37:12,330 --> 00:37:14,780
he's going to say
it's wonderful.
575
00:37:14,780 --> 00:37:16,280
Well, it's true.
576
00:37:17,950 --> 00:37:19,950
Does Ray have
a birthday?
577
00:37:21,460 --> 00:37:22,970
Sure he does.
578
00:37:22,960 --> 00:37:23,790
When is it?
579
00:37:23,790 --> 00:37:25,210
September.
580
00:37:25,210 --> 00:37:26,710
We go to the country club.
581
00:37:26,710 --> 00:37:28,210
We always go
to the country club.
582
00:37:28,710 --> 00:37:31,210
We drink martinis and spend
the day with 50 people.
583
00:37:31,220 --> 00:37:32,980
Ray's got a lot of friends.
584
00:37:32,970 --> 00:37:35,350
He does.
585
00:37:35,350 --> 00:37:37,300
You both have a
lot of friends.
586
00:37:37,300 --> 00:37:38,100
You're good at it.
587
00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:42,620
How is Ray?
588
00:37:42,610 --> 00:37:44,440
I haven't seen
him in a while.
589
00:37:44,450 --> 00:37:45,870
Ray's fine.
590
00:37:45,860 --> 00:37:46,860
Mmm.
591
00:37:46,860 --> 00:37:48,860
These guys are
something, aren't they?
592
00:37:48,870 --> 00:37:50,240
You can say
that again.
593
00:37:50,230 --> 00:37:52,700
They came home
from the war.
594
00:37:52,700 --> 00:37:54,700
They deserved
it, didn't they?
595
00:37:54,710 --> 00:37:57,130
After what they'd
been through.
596
00:37:57,120 --> 00:37:58,910
What... did they deserve?
597
00:37:58,910 --> 00:38:00,210
I don't know.
598
00:38:00,210 --> 00:38:03,210
Us, I guess.
599
00:38:03,210 --> 00:38:05,080
All this.
600
00:38:06,580 --> 00:38:07,920
Oh.
601
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:09,890
You're reading a book.
602
00:38:09,890 --> 00:38:11,390
Yeah.
603
00:38:12,390 --> 00:38:14,390
What's this one about?
604
00:38:14,390 --> 00:38:15,890
Oh, it's about...
605
00:38:15,890 --> 00:38:18,390
this woman who's
incredibly...
606
00:38:18,900 --> 00:38:21,770
Well, she's a hostess, and
she's incredibly confident,
607
00:38:21,770 --> 00:38:24,280
and she's going
to give a party,
608
00:38:24,270 --> 00:38:26,520
and maybe because
she's confident,
609
00:38:26,520 --> 00:38:29,410
everyone thinks she's fine...
610
00:38:29,910 --> 00:38:31,190
but she isn't.
611
00:38:39,750 --> 00:38:42,000
So.
612
00:38:43,290 --> 00:38:44,290
Well.
613
00:38:49,260 --> 00:38:50,760
Kitty, what is it?
614
00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:52,680
Is something
wrong?
615
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:56,680
I, uh... I have
to go into the hospital
616
00:38:56,680 --> 00:38:58,020
for a couple of days.
617
00:38:58,020 --> 00:38:59,720
Kitty.
618
00:39:01,140 --> 00:39:04,140
Yeah. I have, um...
619
00:39:04,140 --> 00:39:06,640
some kind of... growth,
in my uterus,
620
00:39:06,640 --> 00:39:09,400
and they're going to go in
and take a look.
621
00:39:09,400 --> 00:39:10,110
When?
622
00:39:10,110 --> 00:39:12,530
This afternoon.
623
00:39:13,870 --> 00:39:16,040
Well, I need you
to feed the dog.
624
00:39:17,820 --> 00:39:19,290
Of course.
625
00:39:36,890 --> 00:39:39,730
Is that what you
came here to ask?
626
00:39:42,900 --> 00:39:45,230
What did the doctor
say exactly?
627
00:39:47,100 --> 00:39:49,600
Well, it's probably
what the trouble's been.
628
00:39:49,600 --> 00:39:51,990
About getting pregnant.
629
00:39:53,490 --> 00:39:56,240
The thing is...
630
00:39:56,240 --> 00:39:57,580
I mean, you know,
631
00:39:57,580 --> 00:40:00,580
I've been...
really happy with Ray.
632
00:40:05,590 --> 00:40:07,600
And now it turns out
there was a reason.
633
00:40:10,590 --> 00:40:12,430
There was a reason
I couldn't conceive.
634
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:18,800
You're lucky, Laura.
635
00:40:18,800 --> 00:40:20,800
I don't think you
can call yourself a woman
636
00:40:20,800 --> 00:40:22,130
until you're a mother.
637
00:40:27,270 --> 00:40:30,780
The joke is...
638
00:40:30,780 --> 00:40:32,780
all my life
I could do everything.
639
00:40:34,780 --> 00:40:37,150
I mean, I could
do anything, really.
640
00:40:39,540 --> 00:40:41,990
Except the one thing I wanted.
641
00:40:41,990 --> 00:40:43,790
Yes.
642
00:40:44,790 --> 00:40:46,290
That's all.
643
00:40:47,800 --> 00:40:50,060
Well, at least now they'll
be able to deal with it.
644
00:40:50,050 --> 00:40:52,000
That's right.
That's what they're doing.
645
00:40:52,000 --> 00:40:53,300
That's right.
646
00:40:53,300 --> 00:40:54,630
Mm. I'm not worried.
647
00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:57,150
What would be
the point of worrying?
648
00:40:57,140 --> 00:40:59,140
No, it's not in your hands.
649
00:40:59,140 --> 00:41:00,640
But that's it.
650
00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:05,140
It's in the hands of some
physician I've never even met.
651
00:41:05,150 --> 00:41:08,990
Some surgeon who probably
drinks more martinis
652
00:41:08,980 --> 00:41:09,850
than Ray and...
653
00:41:09,850 --> 00:41:10,850
Oh, Kitty.
654
00:41:11,350 --> 00:41:12,230
I'm mean,
of course I'm worried
655
00:41:12,240 --> 00:41:13,610
about Ray.
656
00:41:13,600 --> 00:41:14,570
Come here.
657
00:41:14,570 --> 00:41:15,770
I'm doing fine.
658
00:41:15,770 --> 00:41:16,690
Really.
659
00:41:16,690 --> 00:41:18,190
I know. I
know you are.
660
00:41:18,190 --> 00:41:19,190
I'm more worried
about Ray.
661
00:41:19,190 --> 00:41:21,690
If anything,
he's not good with this stuff.
662
00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:24,280
Forget about
him, hmm?
663
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:25,780
Just forget
about Ray.
664
00:41:48,890 --> 00:41:50,390
You're sweet.
665
00:41:56,280 --> 00:41:57,610
You know
the routine, right?
666
00:41:57,610 --> 00:42:00,070
Half a can
in the evening, and...
667
00:42:00,070 --> 00:42:02,320
check the water now and then,
668
00:42:02,320 --> 00:42:05,620
and Ray will feed
him in the morning.
669
00:42:10,960 --> 00:42:13,130
Kitty, you didn't mind?
670
00:42:15,420 --> 00:42:17,930
What?
671
00:42:18,420 --> 00:42:19,220
I didn't mind what?
672
00:42:28,730 --> 00:42:30,930
Do you want me to drive you?
673
00:42:35,240 --> 00:42:37,610
I think I'll feel better
if I drive myself.
674
00:42:42,530 --> 00:42:44,040
Kitty, it's going to be
all right.
675
00:42:47,450 --> 00:42:48,450
Of course it is.
676
00:42:51,950 --> 00:42:52,950
Bye.
677
00:43:13,970 --> 00:43:15,440
What?
678
00:43:15,440 --> 00:43:16,440
What do you want?
679
00:43:33,990 --> 00:43:36,960
Mr. Woolf, Mrs. Bell
has arrived.
680
00:43:39,470 --> 00:43:41,470
Not due till 4:00.
681
00:43:41,470 --> 00:43:44,470
I can't help it.
She's here.
682
00:43:49,930 --> 00:43:52,930
You look a perfect angel.
683
00:43:52,930 --> 00:43:55,430
Don't let the boys
make fun of you.
684
00:43:55,430 --> 00:43:56,930
Fly away, fly.
685
00:43:59,900 --> 00:44:01,740
Virginia.
686
00:44:03,190 --> 00:44:06,190
Leonard thinks it's
the end of civilization--
687
00:44:06,190 --> 00:44:09,030
people who are invited
at 4:00 and arrive at 2:30.
688
00:44:09,030 --> 00:44:11,330
Oh, God.
689
00:44:12,830 --> 00:44:13,830
Barbarians.
690
00:44:13,830 --> 00:44:18,840
Well, we finished lunch
sooner than we imagined.
691
00:44:21,840 --> 00:44:25,340
I've had to send Nelly off
to London for sugar ginger.
692
00:44:25,350 --> 00:44:27,860
Oh, Virginia.
693
00:44:28,350 --> 00:44:32,350
You're not still frightened
of the servants, are you?
694
00:44:32,350 --> 00:44:33,850
Come on.
695
00:44:36,860 --> 00:44:38,610
And how are you, sister?
696
00:44:38,610 --> 00:44:40,890
Frantic.
697
00:44:40,890 --> 00:44:42,700
It's been ridiculous in London.
698
00:44:42,700 --> 00:44:44,530
Ridiculous? How?
699
00:44:44,530 --> 00:44:48,030
Busy.
700
00:44:49,450 --> 00:44:51,200
Why is busy ridiculous?
701
00:44:51,210 --> 00:44:54,880
I would have invited you
to our party,
702
00:44:54,880 --> 00:44:56,250
but I knew
you wouldn't come.
703
00:44:56,240 --> 00:44:57,540
Did you?
How did you know that?
704
00:44:59,460 --> 00:45:01,710
I thought
you never came to town.
705
00:45:03,050 --> 00:45:05,550
That's because
you no longer ask me.
706
00:45:08,340 --> 00:45:11,170
Are you not forbidden to come?
707
00:45:11,170 --> 00:45:13,680
Do the doctors not forbid it?
708
00:45:13,680 --> 00:45:15,930
Oh, the doctors.
709
00:45:17,810 --> 00:45:19,180
Do you not pay heed
to your doctors?
710
00:45:19,180 --> 00:45:22,480
Not when they're a bunch
of contemptible Victorians.
711
00:45:22,490 --> 00:45:24,750
So...
what are you saying?
712
00:45:25,990 --> 00:45:28,490
Are you feeling better?
713
00:45:28,490 --> 00:45:30,860
Has this vastness
made you stronger?
714
00:45:30,860 --> 00:45:34,860
I'm saying, Vanessa, that even
crazy people like to be asked.
715
00:45:34,870 --> 00:45:36,630
- Nessa!
- Nessa!
716
00:45:36,620 --> 00:45:38,500
Nessa!
Nessa!
717
00:45:39,000 --> 00:45:40,870
Hello, changelings.
718
00:45:40,870 --> 00:45:42,670
What have you got?
719
00:45:42,670 --> 00:45:44,090
What have you found?
720
00:45:44,090 --> 00:45:45,420
We found a bird.
721
00:45:45,430 --> 00:45:47,020
Did you?
722
00:45:47,010 --> 00:45:48,010
Yes.
723
00:45:48,010 --> 00:45:50,010
Where did you find that?
724
00:45:50,010 --> 00:45:52,010
I think it must have
fallen from a tree.
725
00:45:52,020 --> 00:45:53,530
Oh, my goodness.
726
00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:55,020
Just look at him.
727
00:45:55,020 --> 00:45:57,520
We might be able to save him.
728
00:45:57,520 --> 00:45:59,020
Save him?
729
00:45:59,020 --> 00:46:02,020
I think you have
to be careful, Quentin.
730
00:46:02,030 --> 00:46:03,040
There's a time to die,
731
00:46:03,030 --> 00:46:04,390
and it may be
the bird's time.
732
00:46:04,390 --> 00:46:06,400
Come on, let's
pick some grass
733
00:46:06,400 --> 00:46:08,150
to make a grave.
734
00:46:08,150 --> 00:46:10,030
Oh, Julian.
I'm just saying.
735
00:46:10,030 --> 00:46:11,870
Then at least there'll be
a bed for him to die on.
736
00:46:11,870 --> 00:46:14,040
Come on, Nessa,
737
00:46:14,040 --> 00:46:15,120
let's make
a grave.
738
00:46:16,820 --> 00:46:18,210
Nessa, come on!
739
00:46:18,210 --> 00:46:19,580
Oh...
740
00:46:19,580 --> 00:46:21,540
Very well, I'm coming.
741
00:46:21,550 --> 00:46:23,060
Wait for me then.
742
00:46:23,050 --> 00:46:25,550
Angelica, will
you be all right?
743
00:46:25,550 --> 00:46:26,550
Stay with your aunt.
744
00:46:26,550 --> 00:46:29,050
You're going
too fast.
745
00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:49,500
Do you think she'd like roses?
746
00:46:56,860 --> 00:46:59,360
Is it a she?
747
00:47:00,370 --> 00:47:03,370
Yes, the females
are larger.
748
00:47:03,370 --> 00:47:06,870
And less colorful.
749
00:47:06,870 --> 00:47:09,710
What happens when we die?
750
00:47:09,710 --> 00:47:11,680
What happens?
751
00:47:17,180 --> 00:47:20,190
We return to the place
that we came from.
752
00:47:20,190 --> 00:47:23,110
I don't remember
where I came from.
753
00:47:23,110 --> 00:47:24,770
Nor do I.
754
00:47:28,860 --> 00:47:31,530
She looks very small.
755
00:47:32,900 --> 00:47:34,900
Yes.
756
00:47:34,900 --> 00:47:37,400
Yes, that's one
of the things that happens--
757
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:41,070
we look smaller.
758
00:47:41,070 --> 00:47:44,460
But very peaceful.
759
00:47:56,890 --> 00:47:58,420
Oh, is it done?
760
00:47:58,430 --> 00:48:00,650
Have we finished?
761
00:48:00,640 --> 00:48:02,560
Is the bird
funeral complete?
762
00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:03,560
Yes.
763
00:48:03,560 --> 00:48:05,060
Very well, then.
764
00:48:05,070 --> 00:48:07,910
Are we to be denied tea
altogether for coming so early?
765
00:48:07,900 --> 00:48:09,400
No, of course not.
766
00:48:09,400 --> 00:48:10,740
Good.
767
00:48:10,740 --> 00:48:14,110
Come on, Angelica.
768
00:48:14,110 --> 00:48:15,110
Come on, come on, boys.
769
00:48:15,110 --> 00:48:16,610
Let's get some tea.
770
00:48:16,610 --> 00:48:18,110
Nessa, tell him
to stop it!
771
00:48:18,610 --> 00:48:20,610
Now stop it, Julian.
772
00:48:27,620 --> 00:48:31,620
Virginia,
we're going in.
773
00:48:31,630 --> 00:48:34,140
Virginia!
774
00:49:50,590 --> 00:49:52,590
Hey, bug.
775
00:49:52,590 --> 00:49:54,590
I've got this idea.
776
00:49:54,590 --> 00:49:56,930
We're going
to make another cake.
777
00:49:58,680 --> 00:50:00,460
We're going to make
a better one.
778
00:50:00,460 --> 00:50:02,210
What happened
to the first one?
779
00:50:06,800 --> 00:50:09,220
And after that...
780
00:50:09,220 --> 00:50:12,060
I think we should go out.
781
00:50:22,950 --> 00:50:23,950
Yes?
782
00:50:24,450 --> 00:50:26,370
Clarissa, it's Louis.
783
00:50:26,370 --> 00:50:27,790
Louis Waters.
784
00:50:27,790 --> 00:50:30,790
Louis? Oh, my God.
785
00:50:30,790 --> 00:50:31,790
You're early.
786
00:50:31,800 --> 00:50:32,800
Do you mind?
787
00:50:32,800 --> 00:50:34,590
Is it all right?
788
00:50:52,430 --> 00:50:54,930
Oh, why should I mind?
789
00:50:54,940 --> 00:50:56,240
I'm delighted!
790
00:50:56,240 --> 00:50:58,160
Well, now!
791
00:51:00,690 --> 00:51:02,660
I feel like
I'm interrupting.
792
00:51:02,660 --> 00:51:03,660
Oh, why?!
793
00:51:03,660 --> 00:51:05,110
No.
794
00:51:05,110 --> 00:51:07,110
I know the ceremony
isn't until 5:00,
795
00:51:07,110 --> 00:51:08,410
but I flew in
this morning.
796
00:51:08,420 --> 00:51:13,850
Oh, well, Richard's
going to be thrilled.
797
00:51:13,840 --> 00:51:16,340
He'll be thrilled
to see you.
798
00:51:16,340 --> 00:51:17,340
You think so?
799
00:51:17,340 --> 00:51:19,090
Of course.
800
00:51:25,350 --> 00:51:27,850
What are we doing?
We should go in.
801
00:51:36,110 --> 00:51:37,480
Are you all right?
802
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:39,480
Yes. It's nothing.
803
00:51:39,480 --> 00:51:41,280
It's just the party.
804
00:51:41,280 --> 00:51:42,810
Oh, right.
805
00:51:45,790 --> 00:51:47,750
Oh, wow!
806
00:51:47,740 --> 00:51:48,540
It's looking beautiful.
807
00:51:48,540 --> 00:51:50,290
Thanks.
808
00:51:50,290 --> 00:51:51,120
Are you still with...?
809
00:51:51,120 --> 00:51:51,990
Yes, I am.
810
00:51:51,990 --> 00:51:54,240
Still with her. Ten years.
811
00:51:55,300 --> 00:51:56,140
It's crazy.
812
00:51:56,130 --> 00:51:58,300
Why is it crazy?
813
00:51:58,300 --> 00:52:00,130
No reason.
814
00:52:00,130 --> 00:52:01,500
Would you like something
to drink?
815
00:52:01,500 --> 00:52:03,300
Some water.
816
00:52:03,300 --> 00:52:04,170
Okay.
817
00:52:19,900 --> 00:52:22,270
Are you still
an editor?
818
00:52:22,270 --> 00:52:24,520
Oh, sure.
819
00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:25,910
With the same publisher?
820
00:52:27,330 --> 00:52:28,660
Mm-hmm.
821
00:52:28,660 --> 00:52:30,500
How's
San Francisco?
822
00:52:30,500 --> 00:52:34,780
Oh, it's one of those cities
people tell you to like.
823
00:52:49,130 --> 00:52:51,350
Richard said
he thought
824
00:52:51,350 --> 00:52:52,470
you were happy
out there.
825
00:52:52,470 --> 00:52:53,300
Oh, great.
826
00:52:53,800 --> 00:52:55,520
So now the illness
makes him psychic.
827
00:52:58,360 --> 00:52:59,860
You have to prepare
yourself, Louis.
828
00:52:59,860 --> 00:53:02,190
He's very changed.
829
00:53:05,030 --> 00:53:06,400
I read the book.
830
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:07,730
Oh, God...
831
00:53:07,730 --> 00:53:09,650
Exactly.
832
00:53:09,650 --> 00:53:11,620
I thought you were
meant to do more
833
00:53:11,620 --> 00:53:13,120
than just change
people's names.
834
00:53:13,620 --> 00:53:14,370
Well...
835
00:53:14,370 --> 00:53:16,710
Isn't it meant to be fiction?
836
00:53:16,710 --> 00:53:18,460
He even had you living
837
00:53:18,460 --> 00:53:19,740
on 10th Street.
838
00:53:20,250 --> 00:53:21,050
It isn't me.
839
00:53:21,050 --> 00:53:22,210
Isn't it?
840
00:53:22,220 --> 00:53:23,590
You know how Richard is.
841
00:53:23,580 --> 00:53:24,470
It's a fantasy.
842
00:53:24,470 --> 00:53:25,920
A whole chapter on
843
00:53:26,420 --> 00:53:28,920
"Should she buy
some nail polish?"
844
00:53:28,920 --> 00:53:30,220
And then, guess what?
845
00:53:30,220 --> 00:53:32,560
After 50 pages, she doesn't.
846
00:53:33,390 --> 00:53:34,810
The whole thing seems to go on
847
00:53:34,810 --> 00:53:36,650
for eternity.
848
00:53:36,650 --> 00:53:37,600
Nothing happens.
849
00:53:37,600 --> 00:53:39,010
And then, wham!
850
00:53:39,020 --> 00:53:41,240
For no reason,
she kills herself.
851
00:53:41,230 --> 00:53:42,400
His mother
852
00:53:42,400 --> 00:53:43,600
kills herself.
853
00:53:43,600 --> 00:53:45,270
Yeah, sure, his mother,
but still for no reason.
854
00:53:45,270 --> 00:53:47,690
Well, I...
855
00:53:47,690 --> 00:53:48,910
Out of the blue.
856
00:53:50,690 --> 00:53:52,440
I know the book is tough,
but I liked it.
857
00:53:53,660 --> 00:53:54,580
I know.
858
00:53:54,580 --> 00:53:58,080
Only one thing upset me.
859
00:53:58,080 --> 00:53:59,420
What's that?
860
00:53:59,420 --> 00:54:00,590
What upset you?
861
00:54:02,370 --> 00:54:03,870
Well...
862
00:54:04,370 --> 00:54:07,090
that there wasn't more
about you.
863
00:54:11,880 --> 00:54:13,470
That's kind.
864
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:18,100
I went back to Wellfleet.
865
00:54:21,610 --> 00:54:22,610
You did?
866
00:54:22,610 --> 00:54:23,480
One day.
867
00:54:23,480 --> 00:54:24,780
I didn't tell you?
868
00:54:27,150 --> 00:54:28,650
No.
869
00:54:28,650 --> 00:54:30,650
But then,
I never see you.
870
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:33,990
You remember the house.
871
00:54:33,990 --> 00:54:36,910
It's still there.
872
00:54:36,910 --> 00:54:37,710
I think you're courageous.
873
00:54:37,710 --> 00:54:40,630
Courageous? Why?
874
00:54:40,630 --> 00:54:42,410
To dare go visit.
875
00:54:42,410 --> 00:54:44,710
What I mean is...
876
00:54:44,710 --> 00:54:46,670
to face the fact
877
00:54:46,670 --> 00:54:51,170
that we have lost
those feelings forever.
878
00:54:54,060 --> 00:54:55,510
Shit!
879
00:54:55,510 --> 00:54:57,480
Clarissa?
880
00:54:57,480 --> 00:54:59,930
Um...
881
00:54:59,930 --> 00:55:01,930
I don't know what's happening.
882
00:55:01,930 --> 00:55:02,930
I'm sorry.
883
00:55:02,930 --> 00:55:04,320
I seem to be in some strange
884
00:55:04,320 --> 00:55:06,100
sort of mood.
885
00:55:06,100 --> 00:55:06,940
I'm sorry.
886
00:55:06,940 --> 00:55:10,270
It's, uh, it's very rude of me.
887
00:55:12,240 --> 00:55:14,490
I seem to be unraveling.
888
00:55:14,490 --> 00:55:15,360
I shouldn't have come.
889
00:55:15,860 --> 00:55:16,660
No, it's not you.
890
00:55:16,660 --> 00:55:17,500
It's not you.
891
00:55:18,830 --> 00:55:20,330
It's more like having
a presentiment.
892
00:55:20,830 --> 00:55:22,170
Do you know
what I'm saying?
893
00:55:23,870 --> 00:55:26,290
Oh, God,
it's probably just nerves
894
00:55:26,290 --> 00:55:28,290
about the party, you know?
895
00:55:28,790 --> 00:55:31,290
Bad hostess!
896
00:55:31,290 --> 00:55:33,800
Clarissa,
what's happened?
897
00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:35,800
Jesus!
898
00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:37,800
What is it?!
899
00:55:38,300 --> 00:55:39,800
Oh! Oh, God!
900
00:55:41,300 --> 00:55:44,560
Do you want me to go?
901
00:55:44,560 --> 00:55:48,280
No, don't go! Don't...
902
00:55:48,280 --> 00:55:50,310
Don't go.
903
00:55:50,310 --> 00:55:52,030
Explain to me
why this is happening.
904
00:55:54,200 --> 00:55:56,530
Don't... don't touch me.
905
00:55:56,540 --> 00:55:57,880
Jesus.
906
00:55:57,870 --> 00:56:00,120
It's better
if you don't.
907
00:56:03,040 --> 00:56:06,040
It's just too much.
908
00:56:06,050 --> 00:56:09,060
You fly in from San Francisco,
909
00:56:09,050 --> 00:56:12,050
and I've been nursing Richard
for years.
910
00:56:12,050 --> 00:56:15,050
And all the time,
I've held myself together...
911
00:56:15,050 --> 00:56:16,550
no problem.
912
00:56:16,560 --> 00:56:18,070
I know.
913
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:24,230
One morning, in Wellfleet--
914
00:56:24,230 --> 00:56:28,850
you were there,
we were all there--
915
00:56:28,850 --> 00:56:31,150
I'd been sleeping with him,
916
00:56:31,650 --> 00:56:34,660
and I was out
on the back porch.
917
00:56:34,660 --> 00:56:38,660
He came out behind me,
918
00:56:38,660 --> 00:56:43,160
and he put his hand
on my shoulder.
919
00:56:43,670 --> 00:56:46,170
"Good morning, Mrs. Dalloway."
920
00:56:50,170 --> 00:56:51,670
That's...
921
00:56:53,680 --> 00:56:55,680
That's when...
922
00:56:55,680 --> 00:56:58,180
From then on, I've...
been stuck.
923
00:56:58,180 --> 00:56:59,430
Stuck?
924
00:56:59,430 --> 00:57:01,800
Yep.
925
00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:04,300
Yeah.
926
00:57:05,310 --> 00:57:07,320
With the name, I mean.
927
00:57:10,810 --> 00:57:13,560
And now you walk in.
928
00:57:13,560 --> 00:57:16,870
To see you
929
00:57:16,870 --> 00:57:20,150
walk in...
because I never see you.
930
00:57:20,650 --> 00:57:22,650
Look at you.
931
00:57:24,660 --> 00:57:29,160
Anyway, it doesn't matter.
932
00:57:29,660 --> 00:57:31,160
It was you he stayed with.
933
00:57:31,660 --> 00:57:32,460
It was you he lived with.
934
00:57:32,470 --> 00:57:35,640
I had one summer.
935
00:57:47,150 --> 00:57:49,650
The day I left him,
936
00:57:49,650 --> 00:57:56,150
I got on a train
and made my way across Europe.
937
00:57:56,160 --> 00:58:00,950
I felt free
for the first time in years.
938
00:58:16,510 --> 00:58:18,010
So... tell me about
939
00:58:18,010 --> 00:58:20,510
San Francisco.
940
00:58:20,510 --> 00:58:21,850
What's to tell?
941
00:58:21,850 --> 00:58:25,600
I still teach drama
to idiots, mostly.
942
00:58:25,600 --> 00:58:27,300
They can't all be idiots.
943
00:58:27,300 --> 00:58:29,600
No, no. In fact,
944
00:58:29,610 --> 00:58:32,620
I shouldn't tell
you this, but...
945
00:58:32,610 --> 00:58:33,860
I've fallen in love.
946
00:58:33,860 --> 00:58:36,190
Really?
947
00:58:36,200 --> 00:58:38,210
Yes.
948
00:58:38,200 --> 00:58:40,200
With a student.
949
00:58:40,200 --> 00:58:41,480
With a student.
950
00:58:41,480 --> 00:58:43,280
Exactly.
951
00:58:43,290 --> 00:58:45,300
I know.
952
00:58:45,290 --> 00:58:47,790
You think,
Am I still up for this?
953
00:58:47,790 --> 00:58:49,540
All this intensity,
all those arguments,
954
00:58:49,540 --> 00:58:52,540
doors being slammed.
955
00:58:52,550 --> 00:58:55,390
Well, you know
what it's like.
956
00:58:56,880 --> 00:58:57,880
Are you feeling better?
957
00:59:00,390 --> 00:59:01,250
A little.
958
00:59:01,250 --> 00:59:03,050
Thank you.
959
00:59:07,230 --> 00:59:09,010
You think I'm ridiculous?
960
00:59:10,980 --> 00:59:13,480
Ridiculous?
961
00:59:13,480 --> 00:59:16,480
Fortunate, too.
962
00:59:46,350 --> 00:59:48,850
I'm going to leave you
at Mrs. Latch's.
963
00:59:48,850 --> 00:59:50,850
I have to do something.
964
01:00:01,980 --> 01:00:04,650
Mommy, I don't want to go.
965
01:00:04,650 --> 01:00:06,990
You have to. I'm sorry.
966
01:00:06,990 --> 01:00:08,990
I have something to do
before Daddy gets home.
967
01:00:56,670 --> 01:00:58,620
Hello.
968
01:00:58,620 --> 01:01:00,120
Hi, Mrs. Latch.
969
01:01:00,620 --> 01:01:01,960
My boy's not very happy.
970
01:01:03,130 --> 01:01:05,270
Mommy, I don't want
to do this.
971
01:01:05,260 --> 01:01:07,710
I have to go, honey.
972
01:01:09,050 --> 01:01:11,350
Your mommy has things
she has to do.
973
01:01:11,350 --> 01:01:13,130
Come in, I got cookies.
974
01:01:14,300 --> 01:01:15,270
Okay, baby?
975
01:01:17,270 --> 01:01:19,020
You have to be brave now.
976
01:01:20,390 --> 01:01:21,360
Don't worry now.
977
01:01:21,360 --> 01:01:22,860
It's going to be fine.
978
01:01:22,860 --> 01:01:23,860
Well...
979
01:01:41,660 --> 01:01:42,660
Honey!
980
01:02:02,770 --> 01:02:05,100
Come on. Come on, darling.
981
01:02:09,610 --> 01:02:12,030
Mommy!
982
01:02:12,030 --> 01:02:12,990
Stop it.
No!
983
01:02:13,000 --> 01:02:14,340
Darling, stop it.
984
01:02:14,330 --> 01:02:15,610
Mommy!
985
01:02:15,620 --> 01:02:16,790
All right.
Mommy!
986
01:02:16,780 --> 01:02:18,620
Mommy!
987
01:02:18,620 --> 01:02:19,950
Mommy!
988
01:02:22,260 --> 01:02:23,260
Come on.
989
01:02:23,260 --> 01:02:24,850
Mommy!
990
01:02:25,680 --> 01:02:28,600
Mommy!
991
01:02:29,600 --> 01:02:32,310
No!!!
992
01:04:06,810 --> 01:04:08,610
Breakfast is served
993
01:04:08,610 --> 01:04:10,480
between 7:00 and 11:00
in the Regency Room,
994
01:04:10,480 --> 01:04:11,900
and room service is available
995
01:04:11,900 --> 01:04:13,810
24 hours.
996
01:04:15,320 --> 01:04:16,820
Thank you, ma'am.
997
01:04:18,820 --> 01:04:20,820
Is there anything else
you need?
998
01:04:20,820 --> 01:04:23,320
Yes, um...
999
01:04:23,330 --> 01:04:25,340
No.
1000
01:04:25,330 --> 01:04:27,080
Not to be disturbed.
1001
01:05:41,070 --> 01:05:45,070
"'Did it matter, then?'
she asked herself,
1002
01:05:45,070 --> 01:05:47,380
"walking toward Bon Street.
1003
01:05:47,380 --> 01:05:52,750
"Did it matter that she must
inevitably cease completely?
1004
01:05:52,750 --> 01:05:56,550
"All this must go on
without her.
1005
01:05:56,550 --> 01:05:59,920
"Did she resent it?
1006
01:05:59,920 --> 01:06:02,920
"Or did it not become consoling
1007
01:06:02,930 --> 01:06:07,820
"to believe that death
ended absolutely?
1008
01:06:07,810 --> 01:06:12,480
"It is possible to die.
1009
01:06:14,320 --> 01:06:15,820
It is possible...
1010
01:06:15,820 --> 01:06:17,320
...to die."
1011
01:06:20,530 --> 01:06:23,450
There was a lovely coat
for Angelica at Harrod's,
1012
01:06:23,450 --> 01:06:24,960
then nothing
for the boys.
1013
01:06:25,450 --> 01:06:26,280
It seems so unfair.
1014
01:06:26,280 --> 01:06:28,030
Why should
Angelica
be favored?
1015
01:06:31,450 --> 01:06:32,670
Virginia?
1016
01:06:34,510 --> 01:06:37,170
Virginia?
1017
01:06:37,180 --> 01:06:38,470
Virginia!
1018
01:06:40,760 --> 01:06:42,630
What are you thinking about?
1019
01:06:54,940 --> 01:06:58,030
Are you still with us?
1020
01:07:07,910 --> 01:07:13,290
Your aunt's a very
lucky woman, Angelica,...
1021
01:07:13,300 --> 01:07:16,010
because she has two lives.
1022
01:07:16,000 --> 01:07:18,330
She has the life
she's leading,
1023
01:07:18,330 --> 01:07:21,140
and also the book she's writing.
1024
01:07:21,140 --> 01:07:25,390
This makes her very
fortunate indeed.
1025
01:07:25,390 --> 01:07:27,640
What were you thinking about?
1026
01:07:54,420 --> 01:07:58,870
I was going to kill
my heroine...
1027
01:07:58,870 --> 01:08:02,380
but I've changed my mind.
1028
01:08:03,630 --> 01:08:06,630
I... I can't.
1029
01:08:20,150 --> 01:08:23,820
I fear I may have to kill
someone else instead.
1030
01:08:31,240 --> 01:08:33,240
Oh, Quentin!
1031
01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:35,490
We're ready!
1032
01:08:37,330 --> 01:08:38,660
A fascinating visit.
1033
01:08:38,660 --> 01:08:41,130
We enjoyed it
1034
01:08:41,130 --> 01:08:41,970
thoroughly.
1035
01:08:42,970 --> 01:08:44,340
Do you have to go already?
1036
01:08:46,140 --> 01:08:47,470
I do wish you wouldn't go.
1037
01:08:47,470 --> 01:08:48,810
Oh, Virginia,
1038
01:08:48,810 --> 01:08:51,310
the last thing you want
is our noisiness.
1039
01:08:51,310 --> 01:08:55,310
My hopeless, clumsy boys.
1040
01:08:55,310 --> 01:08:56,810
Say good-bye, boys.
1041
01:08:56,820 --> 01:08:59,330
Bye!
1042
01:09:01,650 --> 01:09:02,850
You'll return to what?
1043
01:09:02,860 --> 01:09:04,370
Tonight?
1044
01:09:04,360 --> 01:09:09,860
Oh, just some...
insufferable dinner.
1045
01:09:09,860 --> 01:09:12,860
Not even you could
envy, Virginia.
1046
01:09:13,370 --> 01:09:14,680
But I do.
1047
01:09:51,700 --> 01:09:52,700
Say something, Nessa.
1048
01:09:53,210 --> 01:09:54,580
Didn't you think
I seemed better?
1049
01:09:54,570 --> 01:09:57,040
Yes...
1050
01:09:57,040 --> 01:10:00,540
Yes... Virginia,
you seemed better.
1051
01:10:14,390 --> 01:10:15,890
You think...
1052
01:10:17,100 --> 01:10:20,320
You think I may one day escape?
1053
01:10:20,320 --> 01:10:23,660
One day. One...
1054
01:10:25,600 --> 01:10:26,400
Nessa.
1055
01:10:28,660 --> 01:10:30,110
Nessa!
1056
01:10:30,110 --> 01:10:31,610
Come on, Nessa.
1057
01:10:31,610 --> 01:10:33,410
Come, Angelica,
we must go.
1058
01:10:35,580 --> 01:10:36,910
Come on!
1059
01:10:36,920 --> 01:10:37,930
Good-bye.
1060
01:10:37,920 --> 01:10:40,120
Good-bye, little girl.
1061
01:10:40,120 --> 01:10:43,000
Angelica!
1062
01:10:43,010 --> 01:10:44,350
The train!
1063
01:10:46,260 --> 01:10:49,130
We're going to
miss the train.
1064
01:10:49,130 --> 01:10:50,630
Come on.
Hurry up.
1065
01:10:51,130 --> 01:10:51,930
Big step.
1066
01:10:57,270 --> 01:10:58,770
Come on, come on, come on!
1067
01:10:58,770 --> 01:11:00,690
I want to go home.
1068
01:11:00,690 --> 01:11:01,690
Yeah, all right.
1069
01:11:01,690 --> 01:11:04,190
We stayed too long,
we've missed the train.
1070
01:11:04,190 --> 01:11:06,190
Stay close.
1071
01:12:29,360 --> 01:12:31,200
I'm sorry, I know.
1072
01:12:31,200 --> 01:12:32,530
I tried to get here earlier.
1073
01:12:32,530 --> 01:12:34,230
I tried, okay? Don't start.
1074
01:12:34,230 --> 01:12:36,120
I know,
1075
01:12:36,120 --> 01:12:39,900
it's just incredibly important
because it's your party.
1076
01:12:39,910 --> 01:12:42,720
Julia, how have you been doing?
1077
01:12:42,710 --> 01:12:45,330
I'm fine.
1078
01:12:45,330 --> 01:12:46,130
Come here.
1079
01:12:46,130 --> 01:12:49,000
What have you been doing?
1080
01:12:49,000 --> 01:12:51,380
Well, studying, Mom.
1081
01:12:55,390 --> 01:12:56,390
Um...
1082
01:12:56,390 --> 01:12:59,390
So, what should I do? Chairs?
1083
01:12:59,390 --> 01:13:01,760
No. Let's clear off the desk
first.
1084
01:13:01,760 --> 01:13:04,760
You can take it
into the bedroom.
1085
01:13:04,760 --> 01:13:07,260
I bumped into Louis Waters.
1086
01:13:07,270 --> 01:13:08,690
Oh, you did?
1087
01:13:08,680 --> 01:13:09,930
Where?
1088
01:13:09,940 --> 01:13:10,780
In the street.
1089
01:13:14,020 --> 01:13:15,320
They're all here, aren't they?
1090
01:13:15,820 --> 01:13:16,820
All the ghosts.
1091
01:13:16,830 --> 01:13:20,420
All of the ghosts are
assembling for the party.
1092
01:13:20,410 --> 01:13:23,250
He's so weird.
1093
01:13:23,250 --> 01:13:25,700
Oh, what?
1094
01:13:26,200 --> 01:13:27,200
You can't see that?
1095
01:13:27,200 --> 01:13:29,700
You can't see that
Louis Waters is weird?
1096
01:13:32,710 --> 01:13:34,540
I can see that he's sad.
1097
01:13:34,540 --> 01:13:39,260
Well... all your friends
are sad.
1098
01:13:41,350 --> 01:13:43,130
You've been crying.
What's happening?
1099
01:13:47,610 --> 01:13:49,480
All it is,
I looked around this room,
1100
01:13:49,470 --> 01:13:50,810
and I thought,
1101
01:13:50,810 --> 01:13:52,280
"I'm giving a party.
1102
01:13:52,780 --> 01:13:55,110
All I want to do
is give a party."
1103
01:13:55,110 --> 01:13:56,560
And?
1104
01:13:56,570 --> 01:13:57,790
I know
1105
01:13:57,780 --> 01:13:59,450
why he does it--
he does it deliberately.
1106
01:13:59,450 --> 01:14:02,290
Oh, is this Richard?
1107
01:14:02,290 --> 01:14:04,070
Of course.
1108
01:14:04,070 --> 01:14:05,910
He did it
this morning.
1109
01:14:05,910 --> 01:14:07,790
He gives me that look.
1110
01:14:07,790 --> 01:14:09,290
What look?
1111
01:14:10,800 --> 01:14:12,810
To say...
1112
01:14:13,300 --> 01:14:16,800
"Your life is... trivial.
1113
01:14:17,800 --> 01:14:21,090
You are so trivial."
1114
01:14:21,090 --> 01:14:23,420
Just...
1115
01:14:23,430 --> 01:14:24,940
daily stuff, you know.
1116
01:14:25,430 --> 01:14:27,640
Schedules and parties
and... details.
1117
01:14:27,650 --> 01:14:28,820
That's what
1118
01:14:28,810 --> 01:14:31,520
he means... by it,
that is what he's saying.
1119
01:14:31,520 --> 01:14:33,680
Mom, it only matters
if you think it's true.
1120
01:14:35,600 --> 01:14:36,990
Well?
1121
01:14:36,990 --> 01:14:38,940
Do you? Tell me.
1122
01:14:41,940 --> 01:14:44,440
When I'm with him, I feel...
1123
01:14:48,450 --> 01:14:50,780
Yes, I am living.
1124
01:14:52,540 --> 01:14:55,960
And when I'm not with him...
1125
01:14:55,960 --> 01:14:58,960
Yes, everything does seem
sort of s...
1126
01:14:58,960 --> 01:15:01,180
...silly.
1127
01:15:06,300 --> 01:15:07,970
I don't mean with you.
1128
01:15:07,970 --> 01:15:09,300
Oh, I...
1129
01:15:09,300 --> 01:15:12,270
God. Jesus.
1130
01:15:13,280 --> 01:15:15,290
Never with you.
1131
01:15:15,780 --> 01:15:16,610
It's all the rest of it.
1132
01:15:21,870 --> 01:15:23,150
Sally?
1133
01:15:24,620 --> 01:15:26,370
The rest of it.
1134
01:15:30,660 --> 01:15:33,660
False comfort.
1135
01:15:33,660 --> 01:15:35,160
Because?
1136
01:15:36,670 --> 01:15:38,010
If you say to me,
"When were you happiest?"
1137
01:15:38,000 --> 01:15:39,470
Mom...
1138
01:15:39,470 --> 01:15:41,970
"Tell me the moment
you were happiest."
1139
01:15:41,970 --> 01:15:45,090
I know, I know,
it was years ago.
1140
01:15:45,090 --> 01:15:48,090
Yeah.
1141
01:15:48,590 --> 01:15:53,060
All you're saying is...
you were once young.
1142
01:15:58,600 --> 01:16:01,610
I remember
one morning...
1143
01:16:01,610 --> 01:16:03,910
getting up at dawn,
1144
01:16:03,910 --> 01:16:08,160
there was such a sense
of possibility.
1145
01:16:08,160 --> 01:16:10,160
You know?
That feeling?
1146
01:16:10,170 --> 01:16:11,430
Hmm?
1147
01:16:11,420 --> 01:16:13,780
And I remember
thinking to myself,
1148
01:16:13,790 --> 01:16:16,800
"So, this is the
beginning of happiness.
1149
01:16:16,790 --> 01:16:18,790
"This is where it starts.
1150
01:16:18,790 --> 01:16:21,790
And, of course, there
will always be more."
1151
01:16:25,260 --> 01:16:27,760
It never occurred to me
1152
01:16:27,770 --> 01:16:31,280
it wasn't the beginning.
1153
01:16:32,770 --> 01:16:35,770
It was happiness.
1154
01:16:36,270 --> 01:16:41,780
It was the moment...
1155
01:16:41,780 --> 01:16:44,280
right then.
1156
01:18:08,700 --> 01:18:10,570
Ah, Nelly, good evening.
I was wondering
1157
01:18:10,570 --> 01:18:11,870
if you'd seen Mrs. Woolf.
1158
01:18:11,870 --> 01:18:13,740
I thought you knew, sir.
1159
01:18:13,740 --> 01:18:16,040
Mrs. Woolf has gone out.
1160
01:18:52,910 --> 01:18:54,410
Excuse me! Excuse me!
1161
01:19:21,110 --> 01:19:23,620
Mr. Woolf, what an
unexpected pleasure.
1162
01:19:23,610 --> 01:19:25,110
Perhaps you could tell me
1163
01:19:25,110 --> 01:19:27,110
exactly what you think
you're doing?
1164
01:19:27,610 --> 01:19:28,900
What I was doing?
1165
01:19:28,900 --> 01:19:30,060
I went to look for you,
and you weren't there.
1166
01:19:30,570 --> 01:19:32,830
You were working in the garden.
I didn't wish to disturb you.
1167
01:19:32,820 --> 01:19:34,530
You disturb me
when you disappear.
1168
01:19:34,540 --> 01:19:35,750
I didn't disappear.
1169
01:19:37,540 --> 01:19:39,040
I went for a walk.
1170
01:19:39,040 --> 01:19:40,410
A walk?!
Is that all?
1171
01:19:40,410 --> 01:19:42,240
Just a walk?
1172
01:19:43,910 --> 01:19:46,160
Virginia, we must go home now.
Nelly's cooking dinner.
1173
01:19:46,160 --> 01:19:48,800
She's already had
a very difficult day.
1174
01:19:48,800 --> 01:19:50,420
It's just our obligation
to eat Nelly's dinner.
1175
01:19:50,420 --> 01:19:52,890
There is no such
obligation.
1176
01:19:52,890 --> 01:19:55,390
No such obligation exists.
1177
01:19:55,390 --> 01:19:56,260
Virginia,
1178
01:19:56,760 --> 01:19:58,010
you have an obligation
to your own sanity.
1179
01:19:58,010 --> 01:20:00,390
I have endured this custody!
1180
01:20:00,400 --> 01:20:02,690
I have endured
this imprisonment.
1181
01:20:02,680 --> 01:20:03,850
Oh, Virginia!
1182
01:20:04,230 --> 01:20:06,930
I am attended by
doctors, everywhere.
1183
01:20:06,940 --> 01:20:08,950
I am attended by doctors
1184
01:20:08,940 --> 01:20:11,320
who inform me of
my own interests!
1185
01:20:11,320 --> 01:20:12,570
They know your
interests.
1186
01:20:12,570 --> 01:20:13,990
They do not!
1187
01:20:13,990 --> 01:20:15,780
They do not speak
for my interests.
1188
01:20:15,780 --> 01:20:17,080
Virginia, I can...
1189
01:20:17,080 --> 01:20:19,410
I can see that it must be
hard for a woman of your...
1190
01:20:19,410 --> 01:20:21,360
Of what?
Of my what, exactly?
uh, your...
1191
01:20:21,370 --> 01:20:22,790
your talents to see
1192
01:20:22,780 --> 01:20:24,780
that she may not be
the best judge
1193
01:20:24,790 --> 01:20:25,680
of her own condition!
1194
01:20:25,670 --> 01:20:27,950
Who, then, is a better judge?
1195
01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:29,130
You have a history!
1196
01:20:30,840 --> 01:20:32,630
You have a history
of confinement.
1197
01:20:32,630 --> 01:20:34,130
We brought you to Richmond
1198
01:20:34,130 --> 01:20:37,350
because you have a history
of fits, moods, blackouts,
1199
01:20:37,350 --> 01:20:38,680
hearing voices.
1200
01:20:39,180 --> 01:20:40,970
We brought you here
1201
01:20:40,970 --> 01:20:42,300
to save you
from the irrevocable damage
1202
01:20:42,300 --> 01:20:45,810
you intended upon yourself.
1203
01:20:45,810 --> 01:20:48,310
You've tried to kill yourself
twice!
1204
01:20:52,360 --> 01:20:53,860
I live daily with that threat.
1205
01:20:53,870 --> 01:20:56,240
I set up the press--
we set up the printing press
1206
01:20:56,230 --> 01:20:58,540
not just for itself,
1207
01:20:58,540 --> 01:21:01,740
not just purely for itself,
but so that you might have
1208
01:21:01,740 --> 01:21:05,240
a ready source
of absorption and of remedy.
1209
01:21:05,240 --> 01:21:06,580
Like needlework?
1210
01:21:07,550 --> 01:21:10,060
It was done for you!
1211
01:21:10,050 --> 01:21:12,550
It was done for your betterment!
1212
01:21:12,550 --> 01:21:14,380
It was done out of love!
1213
01:21:16,170 --> 01:21:19,970
If I didn't know you better,
I'd call this ingratitude.
1214
01:21:19,970 --> 01:21:22,980
I am ungrateful?
1215
01:21:23,480 --> 01:21:25,310
You call me ungrateful?
1216
01:21:27,100 --> 01:21:31,020
My life has been stolen from me.
1217
01:21:33,520 --> 01:21:36,520
I'm living in a town
I have no wish to live in.
1218
01:21:36,520 --> 01:21:41,240
I'm living... a life
I have no wish to live.
1219
01:21:44,950 --> 01:21:47,830
How did this happen?
1220
01:22:00,930 --> 01:22:04,300
It is time for us
to move back to London.
1221
01:22:09,860 --> 01:22:12,360
I miss London.
1222
01:22:12,360 --> 01:22:15,230
I miss London life.
1223
01:22:18,230 --> 01:22:20,030
This is not you speaking,
Virginia.
1224
01:22:20,030 --> 01:22:21,700
This is an aspect
of your illness.
It is me.
1225
01:22:21,700 --> 01:22:23,490
It's not you.
It is my voice.
1226
01:22:23,490 --> 01:22:24,490
It's not your voice.
1227
01:22:24,490 --> 01:22:25,990
It's mine
and mine alone.
1228
01:22:25,990 --> 01:22:27,460
This is the voice
that you hear.
1229
01:22:27,460 --> 01:22:30,460
It is not! It is mine!
1230
01:22:30,460 --> 01:22:32,330
I'm dying in this town!
1231
01:22:36,470 --> 01:22:38,420
If you were thinking clearly,
Virginia,
1232
01:22:38,420 --> 01:22:39,800
you'd recall it was London
1233
01:22:39,800 --> 01:22:41,810
that brought you low.
1234
01:22:41,810 --> 01:22:44,810
If I were thinking clearly...
1235
01:22:45,810 --> 01:22:47,310
If I were
1236
01:22:47,310 --> 01:22:48,680
thinking clearly...
1237
01:22:48,680 --> 01:22:51,260
We brought you to Richmond
to give you peace.
1238
01:22:51,270 --> 01:22:54,190
If I were thinking clearly,
Leonard,
1239
01:22:54,190 --> 01:22:58,200
I would tell you that I wrestle
alone in the dark,
1240
01:22:58,190 --> 01:23:01,690
in the deep dark,
and that only I can know,
1241
01:23:01,690 --> 01:23:04,690
only I can understand
my own condition.
1242
01:23:06,200 --> 01:23:07,700
You live with the threat--
you tell me--
1243
01:23:07,700 --> 01:23:09,530
you live with the threat
of my extinction.
1244
01:23:11,000 --> 01:23:13,290
Leonard,
I live with it,
1245
01:23:13,290 --> 01:23:14,840
too.
1246
01:23:18,260 --> 01:23:21,260
This is my right.
1247
01:23:21,260 --> 01:23:23,260
It is the right
of every human being.
1248
01:23:23,260 --> 01:23:27,270
I choose not the suffocating
anesthetic of the suburbs,
1249
01:23:27,270 --> 01:23:29,270
but the violent jolt
of the capital.
1250
01:23:29,270 --> 01:23:31,140
That is my choice.
1251
01:23:31,140 --> 01:23:33,860
The meanest patient,
1252
01:23:33,860 --> 01:23:36,730
yes, even the very lowest
is allowed some say
1253
01:23:36,730 --> 01:23:39,230
in the matter of her own
prescription.
1254
01:23:39,230 --> 01:23:41,610
Thereby she defines
her humanity.
1255
01:23:50,460 --> 01:23:53,460
I wish, for your sake, Leonard,
1256
01:23:53,460 --> 01:23:58,970
I could be happy in this
quietness.
1257
01:23:58,970 --> 01:24:04,470
But if it is a choice between
Richmond and death,
1258
01:24:04,470 --> 01:24:06,220
I choose death.
1259
01:24:16,900 --> 01:24:19,150
Very well, London, then.
1260
01:24:20,410 --> 01:24:22,700
We'll go back
to London.
1261
01:24:57,310 --> 01:25:00,190
You hungry?
1262
01:25:05,120 --> 01:25:07,130
I'm a little hungry myself.
1263
01:25:26,920 --> 01:25:29,920
Come along.
1264
01:25:29,920 --> 01:25:32,180
London train
on platform one!
1265
01:25:32,180 --> 01:25:36,600
This is the London train
terminating at Vauxhall.
1266
01:25:41,100 --> 01:25:45,610
You cannot find peace
by avoiding life, Leonard.
1267
01:25:53,610 --> 01:25:55,620
This is the London train!
1268
01:25:57,120 --> 01:26:00,920
London train on platform one!
1269
01:26:16,770 --> 01:26:19,020
Mommy!
1270
01:26:19,020 --> 01:26:21,690
Mommy!
1271
01:26:31,370 --> 01:26:33,120
Hey. Hey, there, bug.
1272
01:26:33,120 --> 01:26:35,370
Hey, what's wrong?
1273
01:26:35,370 --> 01:26:37,040
Hi, Mrs. Latch.
1274
01:26:37,040 --> 01:26:38,490
Sorry I'm late.
1275
01:26:38,490 --> 01:26:39,330
He's fine.
1276
01:26:39,330 --> 01:26:40,790
He's been fine.
1277
01:26:40,800 --> 01:26:42,060
He's, he's just happy
to see you.
1278
01:26:42,050 --> 01:26:44,250
Aw, it couldn't have been
that bad, could it? Hmm?
1279
01:26:44,250 --> 01:26:46,080
So, you got it cut, then?
1280
01:26:46,080 --> 01:26:48,000
Oh, yes, yes. No problem.
1281
01:26:48,000 --> 01:26:49,420
Looks great.
1282
01:26:49,420 --> 01:26:50,420
Well, they didn't have
to do very much.
1283
01:26:50,420 --> 01:26:52,220
Well, we had a fine time
1284
01:26:52,220 --> 01:26:53,640
together.
1285
01:26:54,590 --> 01:26:56,840
Thank you very much.
1286
01:27:01,180 --> 01:27:04,680
So, that wasn't too bad, was it?
1287
01:27:05,190 --> 01:27:06,500
I wasn't gone too long.
1288
01:27:06,490 --> 01:27:08,740
No, you weren't long.
1289
01:27:08,740 --> 01:27:10,570
That's right.
1290
01:27:13,580 --> 01:27:16,080
At one point...
1291
01:27:16,080 --> 01:27:18,080
I don't know.
1292
01:27:21,090 --> 01:27:26,100
There was a moment where
I thought I might be longer.
1293
01:27:26,090 --> 01:27:27,840
But I changed my mind.
1294
01:27:35,600 --> 01:27:36,430
What is it, honey?
1295
01:27:36,430 --> 01:27:40,100
Mommy, I love you.
1296
01:27:42,470 --> 01:27:44,470
I love you, too, baby.
1297
01:27:52,730 --> 01:27:54,730
What's wrong?
1298
01:27:58,370 --> 01:27:59,570
What?
1299
01:28:07,130 --> 01:28:08,580
Don't worry, honey,
everything's fine.
1300
01:28:08,580 --> 01:28:11,630
We're going to have
a wonderful party,
1301
01:28:11,640 --> 01:28:15,650
and we've made your daddy
such a nice cake.
1302
01:28:21,150 --> 01:28:22,520
I love you, sweetheart.
1303
01:28:23,810 --> 01:28:26,150
You're my guy.
1304
01:29:02,850 --> 01:29:05,640
Mommy!
1305
01:29:05,640 --> 01:29:07,860
Mommy!
1306
01:30:04,250 --> 01:30:07,530
Richard, it's me. I'm early.
1307
01:30:11,960 --> 01:30:14,130
What the hell is going on?
1308
01:30:15,040 --> 01:30:16,210
Richard!
1309
01:30:19,510 --> 01:30:21,350
What are you doing here?
You're early!
1310
01:30:21,350 --> 01:30:23,680
Wha-What is going on here?
1311
01:30:23,680 --> 01:30:25,640
What are you doing?
1312
01:30:25,640 --> 01:30:27,140
I-I had this wonderful idea.
1313
01:30:27,640 --> 01:30:30,640
I needed some light.
I needed to let in some light!
1314
01:30:30,640 --> 01:30:33,390
Richard, what are you doing?
1315
01:30:33,390 --> 01:30:35,810
I had this fantastic notion.
1316
01:30:35,810 --> 01:30:38,310
I took the Xanax
and the Ritalin together.
1317
01:30:38,320 --> 01:30:39,740
It-it never occurred to me.
1318
01:30:39,730 --> 01:30:40,450
Richard...
1319
01:30:40,450 --> 01:30:41,620
Don't come near me!
1320
01:30:46,120 --> 01:30:51,990
It seemed to me I needed
to let in some light.
1321
01:30:53,960 --> 01:30:57,830
What do you think?
I cleared away all the windows.
1322
01:30:57,840 --> 01:31:00,850
All right, Richard,
do me one simple favor.
1323
01:31:00,840 --> 01:31:02,220
Come. Come sit.
1324
01:31:02,220 --> 01:31:04,720
I don't think I can make it
to the party, Clarissa.
1325
01:31:04,730 --> 01:31:06,240
You don't have to go
to the party.
1326
01:31:06,230 --> 01:31:07,230
You don't have to go
to the ceremony.
1327
01:31:07,230 --> 01:31:09,010
You don't have
to do anything you
don't want to do.
1328
01:31:09,010 --> 01:31:10,680
You can do as you like.
1329
01:31:10,680 --> 01:31:13,570
But I still have to face
the hours, don't I?
1330
01:31:14,070 --> 01:31:16,070
I mean, the hours
after the party,
1331
01:31:16,070 --> 01:31:18,320
and the hours after that...
1332
01:31:18,320 --> 01:31:21,610
You do have good days still.
1333
01:31:21,610 --> 01:31:23,110
You know you do.
1334
01:31:23,110 --> 01:31:25,580
Not really.
1335
01:31:25,580 --> 01:31:28,610
I mean, it's kind of you
to say so, but it's...
1336
01:31:28,620 --> 01:31:29,790
not really true.
1337
01:31:38,930 --> 01:31:39,680
Are they here?
1338
01:31:39,680 --> 01:31:41,430
Who?
1339
01:31:41,430 --> 01:31:42,380
The voices.
1340
01:31:42,380 --> 01:31:45,210
Oh, the voices are always here.
1341
01:31:45,220 --> 01:31:48,980
And it's the voices that you're
hearing now, isn't it?
1342
01:31:48,970 --> 01:31:50,940
No, no, no, no.
1343
01:31:50,940 --> 01:31:54,270
Mrs. Dalloway, it's you.
1344
01:31:59,030 --> 01:32:02,530
I've stayed alive for you,
1345
01:32:02,530 --> 01:32:04,370
but now you have to let me go.
1346
01:32:06,320 --> 01:32:07,320
Richard, I...
1347
01:32:07,320 --> 01:32:08,200
No, wait, wait,
wait, wait.
1348
01:32:08,210 --> 01:32:10,720
Wait.
1349
01:32:14,710 --> 01:32:15,490
Tell me a story.
1350
01:32:15,500 --> 01:32:17,140
What about?
1351
01:32:17,130 --> 01:32:21,050
Tell me a story from your day.
1352
01:32:21,050 --> 01:32:22,050
I, um...
1353
01:32:22,050 --> 01:32:24,050
I-I got up...
1354
01:32:24,050 --> 01:32:25,890
Yes?
1355
01:32:25,890 --> 01:32:32,260
...and I went out, and, uh,
I went to buy flowers,
1356
01:32:32,260 --> 01:32:34,260
Like Mrs. Dalloway,
in the book, you know?
1357
01:32:34,270 --> 01:32:35,780
Yes.
1358
01:32:35,770 --> 01:32:37,070
And it was a beautiful morning.
1359
01:32:37,070 --> 01:32:38,650
Was it?
1360
01:32:38,650 --> 01:32:40,440
Yes, it was so beautiful.
1361
01:32:40,940 --> 01:32:42,320
It was so fresh.
1362
01:32:42,320 --> 01:32:44,270
Oh, fresh, was it?
1363
01:32:44,280 --> 01:32:45,170
Yes.
1364
01:32:49,250 --> 01:32:49,580
Like a...
1365
01:32:51,280 --> 01:32:52,450
like a morning
on the beach?
1366
01:32:52,450 --> 01:32:54,080
Yes.
1367
01:32:54,080 --> 01:32:55,250
Like that?
1368
01:32:55,250 --> 01:32:57,120
Yes.
1369
01:32:57,120 --> 01:33:01,040
Like that morning when you
walked out of that old house,
1370
01:33:01,040 --> 01:33:04,340
and you were, you were 18,
and maybe I was 19.
1371
01:33:04,350 --> 01:33:06,270
Yes.
1372
01:33:06,260 --> 01:33:08,680
I was 19 years old,
1373
01:33:08,680 --> 01:33:13,190
and I'd never seen
anything so beautiful.
1374
01:33:14,140 --> 01:33:15,140
You...
1375
01:33:15,140 --> 01:33:17,110
coming out of a glass door
1376
01:33:17,110 --> 01:33:19,610
in the early morning,
still sleepy.
1377
01:33:19,610 --> 01:33:22,610
Isn't it strange?
1378
01:33:24,030 --> 01:33:28,530
Most ordinary morning
in anybody's life.
1379
01:33:30,990 --> 01:33:34,240
I'm afraid I can't make it
to the party, Clarissa.
1380
01:33:34,240 --> 01:33:37,580
:
The party...
1381
01:33:37,580 --> 01:33:39,800
doesn't matter.
1382
01:33:39,800 --> 01:33:43,380
You've been so good to me,
Mrs. Dalloway.
1383
01:33:45,470 --> 01:33:47,640
I love you.
1384
01:33:52,810 --> 01:33:54,140
"I don't think two people
1385
01:33:54,140 --> 01:33:56,650
could've been happier
than we've been."
1386
01:34:04,660 --> 01:34:05,610
Oh, God, no!
1387
01:34:15,250 --> 01:34:17,250
Happy birthday.
1388
01:34:17,250 --> 01:34:18,250
Happy birthday, Dan.
1389
01:34:18,250 --> 01:34:19,750
This is perfect.
1390
01:34:19,750 --> 01:34:21,540
This is just perfect.
1391
01:34:21,540 --> 01:34:23,790
Oh, do you think so?
1392
01:34:23,790 --> 01:34:25,210
Do you really think so?
1393
01:34:25,210 --> 01:34:26,210
Why, sure.
1394
01:34:26,210 --> 01:34:27,710
You must've been
working all day.
1395
01:34:27,710 --> 01:34:29,600
Well, that's what
we were doing.
1396
01:34:29,600 --> 01:34:31,600
Weren't we, bug?
1397
01:34:31,600 --> 01:34:33,470
Been working all day.
1398
01:34:33,470 --> 01:34:34,880
This is just fantastic.
1399
01:34:34,890 --> 01:34:36,310
It's what I've always wanted.
1400
01:34:36,300 --> 01:34:38,140
Oh, Dan.
1401
01:34:38,140 --> 01:34:39,610
One day, Richie, I'll tell you.
1402
01:34:39,610 --> 01:34:41,390
I'll tell you
how it all happened.
1403
01:34:41,390 --> 01:34:43,310
Don't.
1404
01:34:43,310 --> 01:34:44,810
I want to.
1405
01:34:44,810 --> 01:34:47,480
I want to tell
him the story.
1406
01:34:47,480 --> 01:34:48,700
What happened...
1407
01:34:48,700 --> 01:34:50,370
when I was in the war.
1408
01:34:50,370 --> 01:34:52,700
At war, I found myself
1409
01:34:52,700 --> 01:34:55,200
thinking about this girl
that I had seen--
1410
01:34:55,210 --> 01:34:56,720
I had never met her--
1411
01:34:56,710 --> 01:34:58,040
at high school,
1412
01:34:58,040 --> 01:34:59,380
this... strange,
1413
01:34:59,880 --> 01:35:03,710
fragile-looking girl
named Laura McGrath.
1414
01:35:07,000 --> 01:35:08,380
Yeah.
1415
01:35:08,390 --> 01:35:09,600
And she was shy...
1416
01:35:10,970 --> 01:35:13,260
and she was
interesting.
1417
01:35:13,260 --> 01:35:15,640
And... well,
your mother won't mind if
1418
01:35:15,640 --> 01:35:17,060
I tell you this,
Richie.
1419
01:35:17,060 --> 01:35:18,560
She was the sort of
girl that you see
1420
01:35:18,560 --> 01:35:19,560
sitting mostly
on her own.
1421
01:35:19,560 --> 01:35:21,310
And I'll tell you...
1422
01:35:21,320 --> 01:35:23,910
sometimes, when I was
in the South Pacific,
1423
01:35:23,900 --> 01:35:25,520
the fact is
1424
01:35:25,520 --> 01:35:26,820
that I used to think
1425
01:35:26,820 --> 01:35:28,600
about this girl.
1426
01:35:28,610 --> 01:35:29,500
Dan.
1427
01:35:29,490 --> 01:35:30,990
I used to think
1428
01:35:30,990 --> 01:35:32,990
about bringing her to a house,
1429
01:35:32,990 --> 01:35:35,440
to a life.
1430
01:35:36,700 --> 01:35:38,500
Pretty much like this.
1431
01:35:40,280 --> 01:35:42,920
And it was the thought
of the happiness...
1432
01:35:44,790 --> 01:35:45,620
the thought of
1433
01:35:45,620 --> 01:35:47,920
this woman,
1434
01:35:47,930 --> 01:35:49,390
the thought
of this life--
1435
01:35:49,380 --> 01:35:50,880
that's what
kept me going.
1436
01:35:52,380 --> 01:35:54,880
I had an idea of our happiness.
1437
01:36:22,790 --> 01:36:25,040
Why does someone have to die?
1438
01:36:29,130 --> 01:36:30,420
Leonard...
1439
01:36:30,420 --> 01:36:32,420
In your book,
you said someone had to die.
1440
01:36:32,420 --> 01:36:33,420
Hmm.
1441
01:36:33,420 --> 01:36:35,420
Why?
1442
01:36:37,390 --> 01:36:38,260
Is that a stupid
1443
01:36:38,260 --> 01:36:40,060
question?
1444
01:36:40,060 --> 01:36:41,480
No.
1445
01:36:41,480 --> 01:36:42,900
I imagine my question is stupid.
1446
01:36:44,820 --> 01:36:46,660
Not at all.
1447
01:36:48,100 --> 01:36:49,350
Well?
1448
01:36:52,240 --> 01:36:54,240
Someone has to die
1449
01:36:54,240 --> 01:36:56,740
in order that the rest of us
should value life more.
1450
01:36:59,250 --> 01:37:00,750
It's contrast.
1451
01:37:00,750 --> 01:37:03,080
And who will die?
1452
01:37:04,840 --> 01:37:06,550
Tell me.
1453
01:37:09,460 --> 01:37:12,460
The poet will die.
1454
01:37:12,460 --> 01:37:15,180
The visionary.
1455
01:37:29,610 --> 01:37:30,480
What are you doing?
1456
01:37:30,480 --> 01:37:32,980
I'm brushing my teeth.
1457
01:37:37,230 --> 01:37:39,120
Are you coming to bed?
1458
01:37:39,120 --> 01:37:42,120
Yeah, in a minute.
1459
01:37:44,120 --> 01:37:46,130
Come to bed,
Laura Brown.
1460
01:37:50,630 --> 01:37:52,130
I ran into Ray.
1461
01:37:52,130 --> 01:37:54,630
He said Kitty had to
go to the hospital.
1462
01:37:56,140 --> 01:37:58,140
I know.
1463
01:37:58,140 --> 01:37:59,140
Nothing serious.
1464
01:37:59,140 --> 01:38:01,640
He said just
a checkup.
1465
01:38:03,140 --> 01:38:05,140
I'm terrified.
1466
01:38:05,150 --> 01:38:07,160
Why?
1467
01:38:09,650 --> 01:38:12,150
Only I knew
that she could disappear.
1468
01:38:14,150 --> 01:38:15,020
Maybe you could
1469
01:38:15,020 --> 01:38:16,990
go see her
in the morning, honey.
1470
01:38:24,780 --> 01:38:26,280
I was going to.
1471
01:38:26,280 --> 01:38:29,290
I was going to stop by.
1472
01:38:29,290 --> 01:38:31,790
I've had a
wonderful day,
1473
01:38:32,290 --> 01:38:34,790
and I have
you to thank.
1474
01:38:40,010 --> 01:38:42,010
Come to bed,
1475
01:38:42,020 --> 01:38:44,480
honey.
1476
01:38:44,470 --> 01:38:46,470
I'm coming.
1477
01:38:55,060 --> 01:38:58,030
Are you coming?
1478
01:38:58,530 --> 01:39:00,530
Yes.
1479
01:39:19,000 --> 01:39:20,800
What?
1480
01:39:24,140 --> 01:39:26,010
I was hoping
you were going to bed.
1481
01:39:26,010 --> 01:39:28,480
I am.
1482
01:39:28,480 --> 01:39:30,310
I am going to bed.
1483
01:39:32,650 --> 01:39:34,650
What, then?
1484
01:39:37,100 --> 01:39:40,110
All else is clear.
1485
01:39:40,110 --> 01:39:43,110
The outline of the story
is planned,
1486
01:39:43,110 --> 01:39:44,610
now one thing only.
1487
01:39:45,110 --> 01:39:47,830
Mrs. Dalloway's destiny
must be resolved.
1488
01:40:29,040 --> 01:40:31,910
You're Laura Brown.
1489
01:40:31,910 --> 01:40:36,880
Yes, I'm Richard's mother.
1490
01:40:38,800 --> 01:40:41,080
Of course.
1491
01:40:43,000 --> 01:40:44,470
I'm Clarissa Vaughan.
1492
01:40:44,970 --> 01:40:46,470
Please come in.
1493
01:40:55,350 --> 01:40:56,600
My friend Sally
1494
01:40:56,600 --> 01:40:58,270
is in the kitchen,
1495
01:40:58,270 --> 01:41:00,690
and my daughter.
1496
01:41:00,690 --> 01:41:02,570
I'll take this.
1497
01:41:02,570 --> 01:41:05,570
We were having
a party.
1498
01:41:05,580 --> 01:41:09,000
We were going
to have a party.
1499
01:41:09,000 --> 01:41:10,510
I was lucky.
1500
01:41:10,500 --> 01:41:12,000
I got the last plane
from Toronto.
1501
01:41:12,000 --> 01:41:17,000
So, that's the monster.
1502
01:41:17,000 --> 01:41:19,000
Hope I did
the right thing.
1503
01:41:19,010 --> 01:41:21,180
I found your number
in his phone book.
1504
01:41:21,170 --> 01:41:25,460
Yes, he had it.
1505
01:41:25,460 --> 01:41:27,960
We didn't speak often.
1506
01:41:39,890 --> 01:41:43,280
It's a terrible thing,
Miss Vaughan-- to outlive
1507
01:41:43,280 --> 01:41:45,110
your whole family.
1508
01:41:48,490 --> 01:41:51,250
Richard's father died.
1509
01:41:51,240 --> 01:41:54,540
Yes, he-he died of cancer
quite young.
1510
01:41:54,540 --> 01:41:56,540
And Richard's sister is dead.
1511
01:42:02,330 --> 01:42:03,330
Obviously, you...
1512
01:42:03,330 --> 01:42:05,250
feel unworthy.
1513
01:42:05,750 --> 01:42:10,760
Gives you feelings
of unworthiness.
1514
01:42:10,760 --> 01:42:13,640
You survive and they don't.
1515
01:42:18,150 --> 01:42:20,430
Have you read the poems?
1516
01:42:20,430 --> 01:42:23,020
Oh, yes. Oh...
1517
01:42:24,650 --> 01:42:26,740
I also read the novel.
1518
01:42:34,580 --> 01:42:39,420
You see, uh, people say
the novel is difficult.
1519
01:42:39,420 --> 01:42:43,210
Uh... I know.
1520
01:42:43,210 --> 01:42:45,120
They say that.
1521
01:42:50,350 --> 01:42:52,680
I know.
1522
01:42:55,100 --> 01:42:57,600
He had me die in the novel.
1523
01:42:57,600 --> 01:43:00,360
I-I-I know why he did that.
1524
01:43:05,560 --> 01:43:06,560
It hurt, of course.
1525
01:43:06,560 --> 01:43:08,560
I can't pretend it didn't hurt,
but I...
1526
01:43:09,070 --> 01:43:12,380
I know why he did it.
1527
01:43:15,210 --> 01:43:19,080
You left Richard
when he was a child.
1528
01:43:21,080 --> 01:43:25,080
I left both my children.
1529
01:43:25,580 --> 01:43:27,970
I abandoned them.
1530
01:43:33,970 --> 01:43:37,730
They say it's the worst thing
a mother can do.
1531
01:43:50,940 --> 01:43:52,320
You have a daughter.
1532
01:43:55,830 --> 01:43:58,830
Yes...
1533
01:43:58,830 --> 01:44:01,620
But I never met Julia's father.
1534
01:44:01,620 --> 01:44:03,840
You so wanted a child.
1535
01:44:05,790 --> 01:44:08,290
That's right.
1536
01:44:08,290 --> 01:44:11,430
You're a lucky woman.
1537
01:44:20,640 --> 01:44:23,140
There are times
when you don't belong,
1538
01:44:23,140 --> 01:44:26,440
and you think you're going
to kill yourself.
1539
01:44:32,950 --> 01:44:35,230
Once, I went to a hotel.
1540
01:44:38,790 --> 01:44:42,790
Later that night, I made a plan.
1541
01:44:42,790 --> 01:44:45,290
The plan was
I would leave my family
1542
01:44:45,300 --> 01:44:49,310
when my second child was born...
1543
01:44:49,300 --> 01:44:51,800
and that's what I did.
1544
01:44:51,800 --> 01:44:55,800
I got up one morning,
1545
01:44:55,810 --> 01:44:58,320
made breakfast,
1546
01:44:58,310 --> 01:45:01,810
went to the bus stop,
1547
01:45:01,810 --> 01:45:05,310
got on a bus.
1548
01:45:05,320 --> 01:45:07,330
I'd left a note.
1549
01:45:11,660 --> 01:45:16,450
I got a job in a library
in Canada.
1550
01:45:22,920 --> 01:45:24,930
It would...
1551
01:45:26,920 --> 01:45:30,870
be wonderful to say
you regretted it.
1552
01:45:30,870 --> 01:45:33,180
It would be easy.
1553
01:45:38,010 --> 01:45:41,020
But what does it mean?
1554
01:45:41,020 --> 01:45:45,020
What does it mean to regret...
1555
01:45:45,020 --> 01:45:47,890
when you have no choice?
1556
01:45:58,320 --> 01:46:00,820
It's what you can bear.
1557
01:46:06,710 --> 01:46:08,710
There it is.
1558
01:46:08,710 --> 01:46:11,050
No one's going to forgive me.
1559
01:46:17,390 --> 01:46:21,390
It was death.
1560
01:46:21,390 --> 01:46:24,390
I chose life.
1561
01:47:23,950 --> 01:47:26,960
Time to take
your coat off.
1562
01:48:10,870 --> 01:48:12,670
I thought you might like
a cup of tea.
1563
01:48:12,670 --> 01:48:14,540
Oh my goodness.
1564
01:48:14,540 --> 01:48:16,540
Thank you, dear.
1565
01:48:16,540 --> 01:48:18,540
I feel like I'm stealing
your room.
1566
01:48:20,460 --> 01:48:21,960
Um, we put the food away,
1567
01:48:21,960 --> 01:48:23,460
so, if you're at all hungry
in the night,
1568
01:48:23,460 --> 01:48:24,880
just help yourself.
1569
01:48:24,880 --> 01:48:25,880
Oh, I will.
1570
01:48:25,880 --> 01:48:28,380
Where will you sleep?
1571
01:48:28,390 --> 01:48:29,390
Oh, the sofa.
1572
01:48:29,390 --> 01:48:31,400
Oh, oh, I'm sorry.
1573
01:48:39,400 --> 01:48:41,740
Good night, sweetheart.
1574
01:48:43,200 --> 01:48:45,200
Good night.
1575
01:49:04,750 --> 01:49:06,760
"Dear Leonard,
1576
01:49:06,760 --> 01:49:12,260
"to look life in the face...
1577
01:49:12,260 --> 01:49:18,350
"always to look life
in the face,
1578
01:49:18,350 --> 01:49:23,860
"and to know it for what it is.
1579
01:49:23,860 --> 01:49:29,860
"At last, to know it,
1580
01:49:29,860 --> 01:49:33,370
"to love it for what it is,
1581
01:49:33,370 --> 01:49:37,120
"and then...
1582
01:49:37,120 --> 01:49:40,120
"to put it away.
1583
01:49:43,540 --> 01:49:47,130
"Leonard...
1584
01:49:47,130 --> 01:49:51,630
"always the years between us,
1585
01:49:51,630 --> 01:49:55,640
"always the years...
1586
01:49:55,640 --> 01:50:00,640
"always... the love...
1587
01:50:01,140 --> 01:50:04,150
"always...
1588
01:50:04,150 --> 01:50:06,560
the hours."
1589
01:50:09,290 --> 01:50:13,300
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1590
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